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Me and Will started going out on the first. I decided that I'd give him a chance, I'm sick of waiting for David I still don't think that he gives a shit about me, I don't know tho, he calls me whenever he can, but he has his girl, his own apartment, so I guess he's happy without me... I still love him, and Will knows that... but he still wants to try things out with me. He's such a huge sweetheart, He introduced me to his cousin, and, she was like, she's too pretty for you... and he was like I know... and then he introduced me to his friend Tiffany, and he was like, you see this beautifull girl, this is my baby she's mine... Isn't she beautiful... <3 <3 <3 I'm happy with him... but yah...
I saw David today, that was quite... interesting... Let's just say we were stopping by Vikki's house and he ended up getting on the same elevator as us... He said Hi, and started saying something like, what are you doing here, and I was like, I told you my friend lives here... I swear every fucking stop that elevator stopped on, I seriously tryed to get off! Chicken and Will were making fun of me, cuz I wanted off so fucking bad.... Then we got to Vikki's floor, (yah she has to be on the TOP fucking floor) as I got outa the elevator, He had the balls to be like "loser" I know he was just fucking around but it pissed me the fuck off!!!! ACK! I mean god!!! lol... and I Will and chicken finally realized what was wrong when we got to vikkis, I think punching the fucking door might've tipped em off, but I told 'em. and will was like, im glad you didn't tell me it was him, cuz I woulda straightened his shit out right then and there. I was like... yah that's exactly why I didn't say nor do shit. The funny fucking thing was that, on the way to Vikki's I was like, I'm gunna see David, or monica, I fucking know it... then we got on the elevator, and a couple floors after we got on, he jumped on... I just looked at chicken and I was like I fucking told you so!!!
okay now that thats off my chest here's what else that I did today.
At 12:30 I met kika and chicken and my baby up at 7-11, we rode our happy asses all the way up to the mall, and then after walking around for a bit, we rode ALL the way over to Katies house... (she's the one of the sweetest lettes you'll ever meet, with the most adorable baby girl) She lives on Avandale and meriman... Yah that fucking far! lol, Then we rode, ALL the way back to the mall... yah... we stopped at mcdonalds, and I saw my girl jess. ( I love that girl, <3 even if she ditched me on our 6 month ;*o( blah ) then we went and chilled up to the mall, I said my good byes to kika and sam incase I didn't see them tomorrow, I'm gunna miss them so FUCKING much while they're gone in florida. They'll be gone for about a year. In the short time that I've known them, I love them so much, but I guess that's what the family's all about.They leave tomorrow at like 2, so they'll probably be going to the airport at like 1, so we're trying to be up at the mall at like 11:30 so we can see them one last time, but we exchanged s/n's and shit, so we'll be keeping in touch. Umm what else happened... not much really, I walked up to the dollar store with katie, and we bought these energie drinks. She's gunna see if her mom will babysit for her tomorrow so that she can stay the night tomorrow. One of the nights that my step dad comes home, I'm gunna stay at Vikki's house, and Will's gunna stay with me. (NOT LIKE THAT, I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WITH HIM, AND I DON'T THINK I WILL FOR A WHILE) He's just gunna hold me all night long... that sounds nice... I need a night like that, I want one so badly, because lately everything seems to be going wrong for me. I need a night, with no worries, Not worrying about my mom, not wondering if I made the wrong decision, not giving a fuck if I'm gunna get bitched at for doing something wrong that I didn't even do. I just need a night where I can forget about my problems, and just be happy... I don't even know why I care so much about stupid shit... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhH lol, I just wanna punch the shit outa stuff right now grr! Damn this is a long ass entry... I'm done for now... <3 <3 <3 MMFTSKCL Ashlee Marie