WOW its been a long time since i have been on livejournal... or even posted anything on this...

Well first things first for everyone out there me and Tony are just friends nothing more....
ANd other thing he has been making me want to kill myself but i have decide just to calm down and breath.. he keeps pissing me off...

Second Christmas was good i ( Read more... )

HEY Everyone!!!!!

So Like i really really like TONY Alot I mean alot...

He means the world to me!!! RIght now i dont no what i would do without his wonderfulness..lol i dont no if that is even a word but you no what i mean...

Trust you.. Trust me i have been waiting a long ass time for you to come around and guess what you fucking havn't yet.... no you havn't you have not the balls enough to tell me how you really feel you just say ok when i say how u feel and you dont no what to say because you dont no anything you dont no what you want... well i have desided to let ( Read more... )

Wow..... I feel my self like Tony more and more each day that passes just wishing that me and him will finnally be together but agian it hasn't happened yet.. we arn't together and probably will never be..and if we ever are gunnas going to be in a long time and by then im gunna have already moved on to somone that acually wants to be with me and ( Read more... )

Hey everyone.... the last couple of days have been hard......the shows went good....everyone did very good i am very proiud of each and everyone of you..... 
it dosn't feel like that should have been the last show of the year....
Maggie is mad at me and hates me now... and i love her so much and never ever wanted this to happen..... i am thinking of ( Read more... )

Ok i dont no were to start off at....Let start off with "him"(no names mentioned)
Ok well i talk to "him" everyday.. at least 3 or more time...
The other night me and "him" talk on the phone almost 5 hours straight...
Then we are suppose to hang out.... but then it doesn't work out
Then we are suppose to hang out today...
We Like alot of the same ( Read more... )

To late
love is what we think we need
dreams are things we want
you never stop and thought about the times we had
the love we shared and thought we needed
The dreams of things we wanted to do or have together
You never realized how much i cared
you never realized the love i shared
You never really cared
and now i sit here wondering why
why i stayed with you
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well what up with you all...i havn't posted a lj since like jan 22nd...wow a long time... anyways im sooo tired of everything i mean school is going alright i guess but then there is drama....i mean i love drama but everything has been pissing me off....anyways enought about that... i like some kid that works at krogers.....he dosn't even no me i ( Read more... )

No power, No striaght
No time to escape
Life is now considered darkness
And darkness is considered part of my heart
My heart starts to bleed
Wishing there was something about me that you would need
You grab my heart with your bear hands
And tear into half without any emotion
I look striaght into your eyes
A tear falls down my cheek
I started to realize ( Read more... )

Well i have been thinking lately.... i been thinking about having a boyfriend and i hate this single thing so badly. i like the being able to talk to them and being conforted by them and i miss that a lot and i dont no why...anymore i just wish life went the way i wanted it to and eve4rything.. but doesn't everyone..lol

Well i like someone and they ( Read more... )