I think I'm bipolar

I've been home all day. alone. doing homework..and i'll continue to do homework. alone in my lonely house until late tonight.  
in other words. im lonely and bored and hyper cause tim hortons tricked me and gave me coffee instead of french vanilla. ew gross.

Despite the fact that i have mass amounts of homework, which was all due today..and probably ( Read more... )

really really sad.

i feel so lost right now.
not gonna lie, i'm scared shitless.

dissapointed im not at brock right now. but excited for dashboard and semi. yay.
christmas is sooo soon. it makes me happy

NOW
Is your hair up?: yeap
Is your phone right beside you?: its on my bed
Do you have a bf/ gf?: no
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: noo
Do you have plans for tonight?: sleeeeping
Are you wearing makeup?: no
Are you wearing ( Read more... )

It's scary to think about the past and future.  Semi's next thursday.  If this was grade ten i'd be peeing myself from excitement and nerves, i'd probably make such a big deal about it.  To predict where ill be a year from now is frightening..cause i have no idea.  atleast most people have some sort of outline on where theyll end up, and i've got ( Read more... )

i would just like to point out how excited i am for saturday.

that is all.

ok.
so basically. i want to paint my room yellow. and get more lights. and maybe clean it.
cause being in it makes me sleepy and depressed.
boo.

my minds all over the place and i feel like i have no control. i should be studying for one of my two tests tomorrow but instead i'm on msn having pointless conversations. 
woohoo.

Is it wrong to ask for friendship from someone ( Read more... )

I just had the best ten minutes of my life.
SOME PEOPLE ARE SO ADORABLE!

i'm pretty sure my mind's playing tricks on me.
it's escalating into something and i'm making EVERYTHING a big deal.
(bad idea deena, bad idea)

can i go back to grade two and learn life all over again pleease and thank you. i may as well. cause as it stands i'm acting like im five anyways. 
i need to grow some balls, figuratively speaking of