Comments | xochristinaxo16: Just felt the need...

xochristinaxo16

Just felt the need...

Apr 08, 2008 12:40

She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon's ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She's another two years older
And she's three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even knows she's going down today
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maliko48 April 8 2008, 21:02:22 UTC

I'm here for you, chica, and you're not heading in th wrong direction. A part of you wants to, I won't deny that. But, you've already decided to follow God, which means you're going in the ONLY "right" direction out there. We all have the option every minute of every day to go the wrong way, but it is our choice as to which path we choose. As long as we are choosing God's path, there is no fault on your part that the wrong path exists. It simply does.

xochristinaxo16 April 8 2008, 21:29:27 UTC

Okay, yes I understand that. But what if I'm hearing God wrong? What if I'm making all the wrong decisions. Because let's face it things are quickly spinning out of control. And at the moment I want to hide and just push everyone else away.

maliko48 April 8 2008, 21:52:59 UTC

The only way to be sure (I eel like I say this a lot) is to REMAIN in prayer. Don't rely on one day's sounds. Things aren't spinning out of control, they're spinning into God's control and out of your hands. This, in the end, is what we want. And I won't let you push me away, and I won't be hurt when you try. Remember, I can be as stubborn as you are! Hiding is probably useless: God will always know where you are...

xochristinaxo16 April 9 2008, 01:34:06 UTC

I know you are as stubborn as I am, and I hate to admit this, but I will because you are my friend and you may as well know why I push people like you away: We became good friends very quickly, and I'm afraid of getting hurt because in my experiences close friends like you don't last very long and going back to my post of my insecurities--I have a hard time believing that I'm worthy of having "good friends"

I'll try not to push you away. But when I do, be stubborn. It's probably what I'll need.

:)