oh my oh my.
ok, this entry is probably going to be pretty long, so you don't have to read it if you don't want to. i just really need to get this off my chest. <3
so you call me on friday asking me not to go to cory's because of rocky and adam thinking i'm "hot as hell" and all that good shit. i do that for you out of respect and just go to karmen's instead. ok, that's cool. you tell me afterwords that you have to work saturday night but want to spend some alone time with me sunday afternoon before i go back to my mom's house because you really miss me, and also tell me that you'll call me before you go to work sometime saturday afternoon to work out the plans, that's cool too. well, i leave karmen's house saturday morning around 12 so i won't miss your call, because i miss you and really want to see you the next day. 2:00 rolls around, still no call, but karmen calls me asking if i want to come over again and smoke up and possibly stay the night, i tell her i'd come over after i get your phone call because i don't want to be a complete jackass and not be home when you call, because my cellphone doesn't get service anywhere in bumfucked egypt. well 6:00 rolls around, still no call, now i'm starting to get aggrivated because i sat around at home waiting on that fucking phone to ring all damn day, and 6 is usually the time that you go to work, so i just go over to karmen's. well today i go home around 12:00 again because i have to babysit for a couple of hours. 3:45 rolls around, and i still don't get a phone call from you. now i'm starting to get pissed off, because you do this to me alot baby. so i call your house, and your sister says that you are at work. wtf. you never told me that you had to work this morning. so i said fuck it and went up to books with rob and a bunch of over people. well when we get to a gas station, it's now around 4:30, i call your cell phone. you don't answer. so i call your house phone, take note that i have to be back to my mom's around 7 or 8, and thad is fucking slow as hell and lives like 30 minutes away to top it all off, well you answer your phone, and it turns out you can't leave until you do chores around the house and dennis is over. yeah, we're really going to spend some alone time now. you tell me you'll call me whenever you're done. it's now 5:00, and you call me back and say you'll be at books soon. you don't get there until fucking 6:45. i have to leave at 7:45, and you barely pay any attention to me.
now should i be mad? it might just be me being extremely clingy/emo. i don't know. i love him so damn much, and i know he loves me to, i guess he's just a typical guy. *cough jackass cough* i texted him after i got home and unpacked to "please call my cell sometime tonight, i would really appreciate it." and i'm going to talk to him and ask him to not leave me hanging anymore. *sigh*
i swear, he's going to turn me lesbian. haha.
so you call me on friday asking me not to go to cory's because of rocky and adam thinking i'm "hot as hell" and all that good shit. i do that for you out of respect and just go to karmen's instead. ok, that's cool. you tell me afterwords that you have to work saturday night but want to spend some alone time with me sunday afternoon before i go back to my mom's house because you really miss me, and also tell me that you'll call me before you go to work sometime saturday afternoon to work out the plans, that's cool too. well, i leave karmen's house saturday morning around 12 so i won't miss your call, because i miss you and really want to see you the next day. 2:00 rolls around, still no call, but karmen calls me asking if i want to come over again and smoke up and possibly stay the night, i tell her i'd come over after i get your phone call because i don't want to be a complete jackass and not be home when you call, because my cellphone doesn't get service anywhere in bumfucked egypt. well 6:00 rolls around, still no call, now i'm starting to get aggrivated because i sat around at home waiting on that fucking phone to ring all damn day, and 6 is usually the time that you go to work, so i just go over to karmen's. well today i go home around 12:00 again because i have to babysit for a couple of hours. 3:45 rolls around, and i still don't get a phone call from you. now i'm starting to get pissed off, because you do this to me alot baby. so i call your house, and your sister says that you are at work. wtf. you never told me that you had to work this morning. so i said fuck it and went up to books with rob and a bunch of over people. well when we get to a gas station, it's now around 4:30, i call your cell phone. you don't answer. so i call your house phone, take note that i have to be back to my mom's around 7 or 8, and thad is fucking slow as hell and lives like 30 minutes away to top it all off, well you answer your phone, and it turns out you can't leave until you do chores around the house and dennis is over. yeah, we're really going to spend some alone time now. you tell me you'll call me whenever you're done. it's now 5:00, and you call me back and say you'll be at books soon. you don't get there until fucking 6:45. i have to leave at 7:45, and you barely pay any attention to me.
now should i be mad? it might just be me being extremely clingy/emo. i don't know. i love him so damn much, and i know he loves me to, i guess he's just a typical guy. *cough jackass cough* i texted him after i got home and unpacked to "please call my cell sometime tonight, i would really appreciate it." and i'm going to talk to him and ask him to not leave me hanging anymore. *sigh*
i swear, he's going to turn me lesbian. haha.