me and thad's convo.
EmilyLoren: haha thats real great.. you fucking blocked me without knowing that i had another sn.. i only want to talk to you to get all this shit between us straightened out i cant even believe how much of an asshole you've become
anemic royalty72: yeah so i guess it took you a while to get over me, how's alex doing
anemic royalty72: what was it like 4 days after we broke up
EmilyLoren: we started dating on the 22nd of last month
EmilyLoren: and hes a whole hell of alot better than you are.. hes not shady
EmilyLoren: you made me believe that you loved me and no im not over you but the way you're acting you're either over me or you just totally lied to me about the "feelings you had for me"
anemic royalty72: see i was trying to end our relationship peacefully, on good terms. i didnt wanna hurt you and i was trying to figure out the best way to break up without causing a buch of trouble, and you ruined it
anemic royalty72: thats why im pissed
anemic royalty72: i had to do what i felt was right
anemic royalty72: and u call me an asshole
EmilyLoren: how did you think i was going to act? like i wasnt supposed to care? i mean damn thad i gave everything to you
anemic royalty72: and what you just said is a crock of shit
EmilyLoren: and how is that? i mean damn i gave you my fucking virginity
EmilyLoren: i wasnt gonna do that for ANYBODY
anemic royalty72: you couldnt even give me like 5 days to fucking think, you kept calling and then you just bitched me out
EmilyLoren: but i cared about you enough to do that.. because i didnt think you were gonna hurt me
anemic royalty72: i mean damn even valerie is on my side about the whole thing
EmilyLoren: ive actually had a conversation about this with valerie
EmilyLoren: you never even gave me a damn good reason for why you wanted to take a break
EmilyLoren: i thought you didnt care about me anymore
anemic royalty72: you act like i used you or something. yeah thats why i dated u for so long. and yes i did love you but ppl change
anemic royalty72: you act like i was out to hurt you or something
anemic royalty72: i was just doing what i ffelt i should
EmilyLoren: then you werent truely in love with me.. i can tell that i was because even now i still get butterflies when the phone rings cause i think its you calling
EmilyLoren: i dont want to lose you completely out of my life and yes i know i bugged the shit out of you when you were "trying to think"
EmilyLoren: i was just so worried that THIS would happen
EmilyLoren: and i know its my fault
anemic royalty72: yeah and see i realized that i do love you but im not in love
anemic royalty72: something just told me that we should be friends
EmilyLoren: then that was the whole conflict.. i was in love with you
anemic royalty72: i wanted to end it peacefully
EmilyLoren: but slowly im getting over it
anemic royalty72: but then you flipped out
EmilyLoren: i know
EmilyLoren: and im sorry
EmilyLoren: you dont have to forgive me
EmilyLoren: i shouldnt have done all that shit but god you just never realized how i felt whenever you told me that you needed time to think
EmilyLoren: it just totally crushed me
EmilyLoren: because ive been hurt so many times and i cant help it that i get these strong feelings i know im emotional
anemic royalty72: i had to end it because i wasnt gonna pretend to have feelings i didnt have. if we kept dating things would've turned out alot worse and we'd both be miserable
EmilyLoren: yeah
EmilyLoren: i just cant believe how one person could make me feel that way.. and i flipped out because you really did make me think that you were as much in love with me as i was with you
EmilyLoren: but i guess i was wrong
anemic royalty72: well i'm sorry
anemic royalty72: i just wanna be on good terms
EmilyLoren: yeah me too
anemic royalty72: i dont want you to hate me
anemic royalty72: and i dont hate you
EmilyLoren: i dont hate you at all
anemic royalty72: its just there were only certain times i could work up the courage to talk to you
EmilyLoren: its just taking awhile for all this to seep in ya know?
EmilyLoren: ohh
EmilyLoren: i just dont want to lose you completely out of my life.. even if it means that we just stay friends
anemic royalty72: cause its hard for me to talk about shit like that
EmilyLoren: yeah i know
EmilyLoren: i had a feeling that we'd be seeing each other sometimes anyway.. because of dennis and everything
anemic royalty72: christine told me that u were telling everyone not to talk to me cause im an asshole
EmilyLoren: well thats a bunch of bullshit what the fuck
EmilyLoren: she also called alex and told him not to ever date me because im a backstabbing bitch and i would break his heart
EmilyLoren: and that she didnt really know the "real me" whenever she got us first hooked up
EmilyLoren: thats abunch of shit too becuase i had known her and hung out with her every single fucking day for about a year before the 4th of jul7
EmilyLoren: july**
EmilyLoren: i even tried confronting her about it and she had nothing to say to me
EmilyLoren: so im dont with her i dont trust christine anymore
EmilyLoren: done**
EmilyLoren: i would never say that to people about you.. i dont go behind people's backs like that
anemic royalty72: i'll talk to her about it
EmilyLoren: i think we both should
EmilyLoren: so that nobody will lie about anything
EmilyLoren: she never answered my IMs or calls after i confronted her about it
EmilyLoren: so theres def. something shady about that
anemic royalty72: she also told me that u and alex already had sex
EmilyLoren: um... we have
EmilyLoren: i know thats really skanky but i was so pissed off
EmilyLoren: i think i did it out of spite or something
anemic royalty72: yeah and alot of guys take advantage of girls in situations like that
anemic royalty72: i mean i dont know him
anemic royalty72: im just saying
EmilyLoren: i know
EmilyLoren: its not like i just met him though.. we've known each other for about a year and a half
EmilyLoren: to tell you the truth.. i dont think i should be dating anyone right now at all, just to get over all this shit... but i just cant do that to him
anemic royalty72: well i gotta get ready for work
EmilyLoren: mk
anemic royalty72: i'm glad we straightened some things out
EmilyLoren: yeah me too.. and i really am sorry about all this shit
anemic royalty72: me too
anemic royalty72: ttyl
EmilyLoren: ok
EmilyLoren: bye
anemic royalty72: bye
anemic royalty72 signed off at 4:45:07 PM.
anemic royalty72: yeah so i guess it took you a while to get over me, how's alex doing
anemic royalty72: what was it like 4 days after we broke up
EmilyLoren: we started dating on the 22nd of last month
EmilyLoren: and hes a whole hell of alot better than you are.. hes not shady
EmilyLoren: you made me believe that you loved me and no im not over you but the way you're acting you're either over me or you just totally lied to me about the "feelings you had for me"
anemic royalty72: see i was trying to end our relationship peacefully, on good terms. i didnt wanna hurt you and i was trying to figure out the best way to break up without causing a buch of trouble, and you ruined it
anemic royalty72: thats why im pissed
anemic royalty72: i had to do what i felt was right
anemic royalty72: and u call me an asshole
EmilyLoren: how did you think i was going to act? like i wasnt supposed to care? i mean damn thad i gave everything to you
anemic royalty72: and what you just said is a crock of shit
EmilyLoren: and how is that? i mean damn i gave you my fucking virginity
EmilyLoren: i wasnt gonna do that for ANYBODY
anemic royalty72: you couldnt even give me like 5 days to fucking think, you kept calling and then you just bitched me out
EmilyLoren: but i cared about you enough to do that.. because i didnt think you were gonna hurt me
anemic royalty72: i mean damn even valerie is on my side about the whole thing
EmilyLoren: ive actually had a conversation about this with valerie
EmilyLoren: you never even gave me a damn good reason for why you wanted to take a break
EmilyLoren: i thought you didnt care about me anymore
anemic royalty72: you act like i used you or something. yeah thats why i dated u for so long. and yes i did love you but ppl change
anemic royalty72: you act like i was out to hurt you or something
anemic royalty72: i was just doing what i ffelt i should
EmilyLoren: then you werent truely in love with me.. i can tell that i was because even now i still get butterflies when the phone rings cause i think its you calling
EmilyLoren: i dont want to lose you completely out of my life and yes i know i bugged the shit out of you when you were "trying to think"
EmilyLoren: i was just so worried that THIS would happen
EmilyLoren: and i know its my fault
anemic royalty72: yeah and see i realized that i do love you but im not in love
anemic royalty72: something just told me that we should be friends
EmilyLoren: then that was the whole conflict.. i was in love with you
anemic royalty72: i wanted to end it peacefully
EmilyLoren: but slowly im getting over it
anemic royalty72: but then you flipped out
EmilyLoren: i know
EmilyLoren: and im sorry
EmilyLoren: you dont have to forgive me
EmilyLoren: i shouldnt have done all that shit but god you just never realized how i felt whenever you told me that you needed time to think
EmilyLoren: it just totally crushed me
EmilyLoren: because ive been hurt so many times and i cant help it that i get these strong feelings i know im emotional
anemic royalty72: i had to end it because i wasnt gonna pretend to have feelings i didnt have. if we kept dating things would've turned out alot worse and we'd both be miserable
EmilyLoren: yeah
EmilyLoren: i just cant believe how one person could make me feel that way.. and i flipped out because you really did make me think that you were as much in love with me as i was with you
EmilyLoren: but i guess i was wrong
anemic royalty72: well i'm sorry
anemic royalty72: i just wanna be on good terms
EmilyLoren: yeah me too
anemic royalty72: i dont want you to hate me
anemic royalty72: and i dont hate you
EmilyLoren: i dont hate you at all
anemic royalty72: its just there were only certain times i could work up the courage to talk to you
EmilyLoren: its just taking awhile for all this to seep in ya know?
EmilyLoren: ohh
EmilyLoren: i just dont want to lose you completely out of my life.. even if it means that we just stay friends
anemic royalty72: cause its hard for me to talk about shit like that
EmilyLoren: yeah i know
EmilyLoren: i had a feeling that we'd be seeing each other sometimes anyway.. because of dennis and everything
anemic royalty72: christine told me that u were telling everyone not to talk to me cause im an asshole
EmilyLoren: well thats a bunch of bullshit what the fuck
EmilyLoren: she also called alex and told him not to ever date me because im a backstabbing bitch and i would break his heart
EmilyLoren: and that she didnt really know the "real me" whenever she got us first hooked up
EmilyLoren: thats abunch of shit too becuase i had known her and hung out with her every single fucking day for about a year before the 4th of jul7
EmilyLoren: july**
EmilyLoren: i even tried confronting her about it and she had nothing to say to me
EmilyLoren: so im dont with her i dont trust christine anymore
EmilyLoren: done**
EmilyLoren: i would never say that to people about you.. i dont go behind people's backs like that
anemic royalty72: i'll talk to her about it
EmilyLoren: i think we both should
EmilyLoren: so that nobody will lie about anything
EmilyLoren: she never answered my IMs or calls after i confronted her about it
EmilyLoren: so theres def. something shady about that
anemic royalty72: she also told me that u and alex already had sex
EmilyLoren: um... we have
EmilyLoren: i know thats really skanky but i was so pissed off
EmilyLoren: i think i did it out of spite or something
anemic royalty72: yeah and alot of guys take advantage of girls in situations like that
anemic royalty72: i mean i dont know him
anemic royalty72: im just saying
EmilyLoren: i know
EmilyLoren: its not like i just met him though.. we've known each other for about a year and a half
EmilyLoren: to tell you the truth.. i dont think i should be dating anyone right now at all, just to get over all this shit... but i just cant do that to him
anemic royalty72: well i gotta get ready for work
EmilyLoren: mk
anemic royalty72: i'm glad we straightened some things out
EmilyLoren: yeah me too.. and i really am sorry about all this shit
anemic royalty72: me too
anemic royalty72: ttyl
EmilyLoren: ok
EmilyLoren: bye
anemic royalty72: bye
anemic royalty72 signed off at 4:45:07 PM.