apparently my whole journal is dedicated to how lame my life is, thats cool, its also "pathic," once i find out what that means ill tell you if it strikes a nerve. anyways, work was slow today so i got to socialize most of the time. chris and i are going to hang out with lodi greg and see a movie tonight, then i dont know what were doing after that ( Read more... )

i got showbread's new cd a few days ago, its fucking sick. i love the keytar they have to get some effects going on. they also hvae a song with the idea that i remember greg wanting to make, Dead By Dawn, hella cool song about the evil dead movie. anyways i got got the guitar strings on one guitar so now i can practice again, ill have to buy a new ( Read more... )

i havent written in a while, or maybe i have, i dont care. i went to JJ's funeral on thursday, then cassie's wedding on friday, on the way to the wedding i got cut off by a man that didnt speak english and we hit fenders, noone got hurt and my car is fine but me and chris were like what the fuck. so my dad came down and we called the cops cos the ( Read more... )

the guys doing my fan site got too creative with their lsat entry...i feel lower than them now. anyways, finals week, did my english final today and it went pretty well. cassies wedding is on friday, so thatll be cool. my works christmas party was pretty bad ass too. thats about it, id better get back to "gaying around and wishing i was cooler ( Read more... )

i just got back from the road side vigil with chris...lot of people there, JJ was a fucking cool guy. well i finished my economics essay, i just need to type up the bibliography and then pray that my teacher lets me turn it in tomorrow. if not then there goes my economics grade. blah. i finished my poetry packet at school today, i just gots to ( Read more... )

today has been full of death and disappointment. RIP Dimebag Darrell, also a good friend of chris's died in a car accident last night, id hung out with him a few times at school, hella cool person, funny as shit, why do the good people have to die? why cant the rapist that wasnt caught or the murderer or drunk driver die? the good ones always die. ( Read more... )

nothing much has been up, boredom, played pool with chris and veronica and i was doing hella good, i beat them 3 out of 5, which is good cos usually i lose all of the games. went bowling the other night with chris, jeremy, bob, and nick. that was fun. tiffany and i hung out a bit today, she just left. so yea, interesting...cassie informed me that ( Read more... )

i started working on my english final last night, i have to write at least 12 different poems and make a pretty little packet. i wrote a pretty poem about tiffany while greg and i were in danner hanging out with two of his friends, it was pretty funny. i think she liked it. im going to ask my teacher tomorrow if i can actually use it. ill change ( Read more... )

thanksgiving weekend was pretty bad ass, hung out with greg and chris like every day, seen some things that were pretty interesting. sunday was cradle of filth, it was a bad ass show, they didnt do much of their signiture stage shows, instead they played hella songs that they normally havent, they played tortured soul asylum which was pretty cool, ( Read more... )

my voice is fine, damn, ya know ive never lost my voice. oh well. ive been listening to our "demo" to see what parts we need to work on, and it all sounds pretty good. we were off during the breakdown on borderline, and i think slightly on seas of human grief, if we did it over and each instrument separate i think it would sound so much better. too ( Read more... )