What a strange year... (you should probably skip the first part of this entry)

[xohoplessloveox]

wow so i wake up this morning with a voicemail on my answering machine from a girl who use to be my best friend in middle school. we had a pretty bad ending so when i heard it was her voice i was contemplating hanging up but then she said that another one of our friend's dad has died. at first i was in shock and didnt know what to say or do. so i

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[whoawhoa74]

Kourtney.. you care because you're such a caring person. I think it would be unKourtney-ish if you didn't.
It is ashame about their friend's dad, and they're upset, but why tell someone who you've avoided for awhile? I don't get it. They probably want some attention for it. It's an awful thing, but honestly I don't feel too bad, just because of them hurting you. I don't know.. just my opinion.

This year has been interesting.. actually for me, it's been pretty darn bad. you know about that. I really hope next year will bring me happiness. I don't think I could take another bad year.

sorry for this depressing comment. The next one will bring you laughs!!!

p.s. GIVE JESSICA HER COMIC SO I CAN READ IT!!!

[xohoplessloveox]

i dunno i do feel kinda special that they told me but it makes me wonder about things its really weird...

I SWEAR I WILL LOL!!!

[crazyanimalgurl]

I'm really sorry this year has been such a downer Kourtney. That's sad about his dad. It is kind of odd that she called you but I guess she just thought you would want to know.
Anyway I hope you're doing ok. Sometimes it's kind of hard to figure out who you're true friends are and if people really care or not.
If it helps any I really hope we can always be friends and I really care about you. A LOT!!! ...maybe too much. just kidding
love you!!!!

[xohoplessloveox]

yea i think thats what i'm doing trying to figure out who my true friends were/ are ugh its very confusing

lol i care about you too much...

...awkward

[spuddoodle]

wow alyssa isnt creepy lesbianish at all. jk! i know what you mean about how you don't have to be friends with them anymore but they still affected you... you can't change that. It is kinda weird that she called you but technically wouldn't you be more content knowing? Maybe not. It pisses me off that some people were mean to you (i think they are stupid if that makes you happy) like you may not be able to tell when you are being mean (lol) but you are NOT a mean person. You don't deserve bad things to happen to you. The only reason I feel even a little bad for him is because loosing your dad is obviously a big deal and sad for anyone. I'm glad I'm friends with you- our team girl cluster will last a long time i hope. Maybe when we're old we can sit in our rockers together and... rock and stuff. love you more then a fat kid loves cake <3

[xohoplessloveox]

aww jess i'm so happy you actually like ne i'm not gonna lie when we first started becoming friends i had this underlying fear that you completely hated me

[spuddoodle]

kourtney i had the same fear about you! like that you secretly found me annoying. no i seriously do love you- you are so fun to hang out wiht and i can be myself around you. plus i have learned that you would probably tell me if i was annoying? i am serious when i say i hope we can be friends for a long time.
<3

[xohoplessloveox]

aww jessie!!!

ok... lesbian moment over

[spuddoodle]

btw i love how supernatural is like the highlight of the year. wow hotness gets you a long way. SAY HI TO BENTELY FOR ME!

[xohoplessloveox]

i know lol i'm such a fangirl

btw i love the icon!!!

[lifeisyummie]

having someones father die should not be described as
having karma catch up with you.
but i mean friends are friends no matter how they treat you.
and if they didnt treat you well im sure they never meant to hurt you.
now i dont know the whole story and you dont have to tell me.
but if they called you, they must care a little :]

but speaking from personal expireince.
sometimes you can think your best friends with someone,
but when it comes down to it theyll never pull through.
and they people you woule never expect to care; always do ♥

[xohoplessloveox]

yea i was going through this like weird mode when i first found out and karma was the first thing i thought of when it first happened but when i mellowed out and i realize that it wasn't karma and that one of my ex- friends is going through something that will change his life forever. but i was kinda glad that they called because even though we had some problems and i did question their friend it showed that they did care