theres nothing more to say then that i have a terrible nack for judging people. im always wrong

my fault

let the sleepless nights begin

ive been listening to my ipod for a good 6 hours the only thing ive clearly heard was "im shamlessly self involved ( Read more... )

hopfully 18 will be nicer to me the 17 has been

ill cross my fingers

and now he wants a pregnacy test ( Read more... )

i feel like a little kid on the corner of the street who sells newspaper. he'll go unnoticed until he has soemthing exciting to say ( Read more... )

im pretty sure im not okay. scattered thoughts. i need some reassurence ( Read more... )

when i think of abortion i have this clear picture of a spaceship in the middle of the galaxy and everyone running around in panic while the computer voice thing repeats "abort, abort" maybe its just me but thats not to good of a mental image

leave the major desision on a coin toss

life is getting to complicated

im giving up on may

so ben and i have this lovely f--ed up relationship. its hardly fun now.. altho i do enjoy it when he spends the night i really dont like not being able to keep his mind off certain things. i cant wait to be house sitting again because that means i get to wake up any given day and he'll be in bed with me and that makes me happy. maybe if i ( Read more... )