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xojustmeox

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Apr 14, 2005 18:18

i've cried way too much this afternoon. i don't think i have any more tears left for anything.i hate being unhappy.i hate disappointing myself.this sucks.life sucks.i can't stand the fact that i am never going to live up to my sister.that compared to her i am some loser idiot who can't do anything for herself. im just so aggravtaed and upset and im ( Read more... )

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ana_lytical April 14 2005, 23:35:57 UTC

Dude, you're fucking awesome. What are you talking about?!

You're smart; you have a beautiful voice; you're one of the funniest people i know. You make me happy, damnit.

Stop being sad. That dones't make me happy.

♥

xojustmeox April 15 2005, 19:57:19 UTC

Ana. You are amazing.You always know how to make me feel better. Thank you for everything...lol You're just amazing lol :-)

ex_stephie800 April 15 2005, 02:00:44 UTC

You're brilliant, girl. I wouldn't worry about rank and stuff like that. It's just not worth stressing over, especially when you have such a good personality (*cough*i bet your rank isnt nearly as bad as you're making it seem*cough*)

:o) <3

xojustmeox April 15 2005, 19:56:16 UTC

Thanks Steph. I think I just got caught up in the fact that your only smart if you are on the top and it's totally not true.Sometimes I just need a little reality check.Thanks for that lol. :-) You're awesome

hmmm... johnnyboy2349 April 16 2005, 19:27:54 UTC

nicole trocciola...wut is all this rucket about?

i love you hun, and you are the most awesome girl i know...in all honesty, high doesn't mean shit after you leave...its only used to find out what school you're going to...but once u get to college....High School is in the past, juss distant memories...

i love high school....i never did my best there...but it got me to where i am now, and i love this place. College is a chance for you to do what you want in your life, to be YOURSELF! stop worrying about the past...im sure ur doing absolutley FINE in HS...look forward to whats at the end of the road...ur gonna love it buddy!

Just do the best you can, that's all you really can do! i had shitty-ass SAT scores...and i fucked up in a few classes....but that's LIFE...no one is perfect!

i love you hun, juss hang in there...and don't be so hard on yourself! you're a beautiful, intelligent, funny, good-hearted girl with a world of opportunities waiting for you in the near future. YOU CAN DO IT! xoxoxo

Re: hmmm... xojustmeox April 16 2005, 23:20:16 UTC

Thanks Johnny. I guess it was just dissapointment that threw me over the edge. I always thought that I would end up on top and have that good gpa and all that other stuff which makes you feel smart.But after what everyone has told me I'm not going to let it bother me that much. Intelligence can't be measured by a number.I guess I just needed a little reassurance and thanks to some really cool people i'm a lot more confident in the fact that things will fall into place.Thank you so much for always beliving in me and knowing how to make me feel better no matter what.I miss you so much and cannot wait for you to come home.Once that happens i'm sure i will feel 100 % better.Love you sooo much.Miss you <3 <3 thanks so much