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[xojustmeox]

I've been thinking alot. About everything in general.And sometimes i just wonder what my life would be like if i didn't live here? Would i be happier? Would i have more friends? would i have a boyfriend? Would i finally fit in some where? I think about this because i know i have never really belonged here. There are very few people who i really "

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[jbgeek76]

i think we all kinda want that sorta thing ya know...i know i did..well except with a girlfriend, not a bf..lol...but i think there are really very few people who actually have that ya know...but who knows...mebbe u do have some form of that vision ya know and u just dont realize yet ya know...mebbe when u get into college, ull look back and say that u did have that in a sense ya know..

i really hope that didnt sound stupid...lol...love ya nicoolio

[ex_stephie800]

You said "ya know" in every single sentence. Not sure if that was intentional or not.

[xojustmeox]

Maybe you're right jon. Things will fall into place i guess. It just takes me a little longer to realize that lol. love ya

[ex_stephie800]

P.S.
Don't let Rahway get to you too much. Just look forward to the future. You'll find so many new people in college and you'll be great.

[xojustmeox]

thanks steph. I'm exicted to move on and grow up a little. It's people like you that make rahway a little more classier lol.

[ex_stephie800]

ditto times 10, hehe ;o)

A bit lengthy..

[krystreena]

Wow; I have that feeling quite often.

I think I was just thinking today about how I really have no close friends; no one 'on call' to just hang out whenever, while there are certain groups I know for sure are like that, and have been for years. I don't think I don't belong here, though.. I just acknowledge that I'm different, or perhaps not meant to be like that, or something.

But ditto to this:
'I can't wait to be around people who I can have intelligent conversations with, who are cultured, and like to explore as opposed to living in this little box. I'm excited to deal with intelligence instead of ignorance.' No one cares about ANYTHING in Rahway. How many people do you know in Rahway who actually believe in, or stand for something, or are dedicated to a cause? Everyone's wrapped up in their own little lives, and no one cares to look past them. There's a HUGE world out there that I know SO little about- SO LITTLE! But some people are just content not caring about anything, and just living out their own self-centered lives. It's

Re: A bit lengthy..

[xojustmeox]

It's nice to know someone feels the same way for once. You're such an intelligent person and you are going to do so well in college. It's people like you who i'm like ok maybe rahway isn't so bad. I'm not as good with the long comments as you so basically...thank you. Thanks for making me realize there are people like me out there who are really cool lol. :-) <3

Nicole, this is essay material lol

[shibbytanite292]

I am so happy that you have stayed true to who you are amidst all the garbage around you. We both know that you would be better somewhere else. Rahway is too small for someone with as much class and sophistication as you. Again, I am so happy to hear that my lil T has not changed =).

Good Luck on your finals and such. ttyl, hope to see you around some time.

Re: Nicole, this is essay material lol

[xojustmeox]

Thanks,Li. We definitly need to hang out this summer and bring back the tagteam. :-)

chill out buddy

[johnnyboy2349]

i love u buddy...u kno im here for u...

...trust me, you have so much goin for u right now...deal with things as they come...u got a wonderful group of people here who love u and care about u...don't stress...u got a little ways to go...college is gonna be a blast...u betta not up and leave me! or imma be pissed....

...don't forget....June 30th marks the beginning of the craziest fuckin summer yet (that's when im done goin down to rowan for shit, haha)...i love u buddy...hang in thurrrrr ;-) <3

...p.s.- rock them finals madd hard ;-)...

Re: chill out buddy

[xojustmeox]

Oooo johnny. What can i say to you? You are one of the few ppl i can trust and just me be with. Don't worry i won't leave you. It's the trash i'd rather forget about it lol. Let's get this summer started right hehe :-)