I was right. No callback. It's the same shit diffrent year. I knew this was going to happen.But why does it still hurt so much? I wish i could not care...i wish i didn't even like to perform. Fuck that. It hurts.
Ana.You have so much talent,charisma and such a good vibe around you. Don't let it bring you down. You'll shine in another way and when you do everyone will know that you're a real star. Yeah i do have next year....but i don't even know if i want to put myself through it again. I love you xoxoxox. Thanks for always being such a sweethear <3
Nicole Trocciola! u are my hero! i love you like woah, and i kno it sucks...i've been in that kinda situation several times with the theatre dept at RHS...and it sucks like WOAH, i know wut its like hun....i kno u don't realize it now, but its JUST a show...it took me 4 yrs of HS and being disappointed throughout those years to realize it...
u will get ur chance...everyone will. there's a reason for everything...u juss gotta roll with the punches...
i love you hun...and you got talent, i know that of all people...we juss gotta find the rite place to make it shine ;-)....
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Johnny you're my extra super fab super man. Yeah it does suck and i can't seem to put things in perspective. I want too not care but then it's just like bahhhh.I know there are so many things that are wayyyy more important than the play but i guess we live and we learn.
I wish i could belive you. I'm trying to stick to the theory of everything happens for a reason but i'm not finding one yet. I'm sure it will come along soon. It's just that now i feel like i shouldn't bother at all...maybe i'm not as good as i thought i could be.
I love you too. I appreciate that you feel i have talent. It's a real compliment coming from you. I feel like such a joke because i don't think anyone in the world thinks im taltened.But its ok. We'll find a place. Me and you...bye bye birdie...this summer?lol sounds good to me.
thanks for knowing how to make things better. I love you. Def don't know what i would do without you. <3
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u will get ur chance...everyone will. there's a reason for everything...u juss gotta roll with the punches...
i love you hun...and you got talent, i know that of all people...we juss gotta find the rite place to make it shine ;-)....
hang in there buddy...i <3 u!
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I wish i could belive you. I'm trying to stick to the theory of everything happens for a reason but i'm not finding one yet. I'm sure it will come along soon. It's just that now i feel like i shouldn't bother at all...maybe i'm not as good as i thought i could be.
I love you too. I appreciate that you feel i have talent. It's a real compliment coming from you. I feel like such a joke because i don't think anyone in the world thinks im taltened.But its ok. We'll find a place. Me and you...bye bye birdie...this summer?lol sounds good to me.
thanks for knowing how to make things better. I love you. Def don't know what i would do without you. <3
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