Boys. Why do they do what they do? I didn't plan on catching feelings for someone just as i'm about to leave. I don't know how i'm going to leave things with us. I don't know how i'm going to leave him.
dear cupid,
solve my problems,fast.

I'm an emotional mess. Should I be smiling becuase in about 14 days i'll be leaving this place? I thought I would be. I'm so confused. I spent all of senior year wishing I was somewhere else and now that I know i'm actually leaving, going somewhere new I want all of it back. I understand life goes on after high school but there is just something ( Read more... )

So, I graduated high school. I really can't belive it, it still feels so surreal to me. I know i've bitched and whined and complained about rhs but in the end I'm really going to miss this place. RHS kind of grows on you after a while, theres nothing like it. I still feel like i'm going back there...doing the same things, taking the same classes, ( Read more... )

Graduation, it's coming at quite an appropriate time. I won't lie, I'm still scared though. I'm going to miss Rahway High it's taught me a lot. It's our time though...to move on. We'll see how it goes.

I guess some people never learned when they were little kids that honesty really is the best policy.

booo to them.

spring break=dope...cocoa beach,random night drives,mallage,rutgersfest,quality friend time, good random times ( Read more... )

Things are sort of settling down. My future and silly little things like prom plans which I am embarassed to admit stressed me out are now sort of figured out ( Read more... )

I don't want to graduate anymore. I don't know what I'm going to do from here. I just got rejected from the school I wanted to go too more than anything. I've never wanted something so much in my life before and the fact that I didn't get it just kills me. I don't understand. I don't know what to do. I hate this.

I'm kind of still a jumbled mess right now. I graduate pretty soon, and that whole concept for me is still a little hard to swallow. I mean sure I say I'm excited and all and ready to move on but it's hard to feel that okay with things when I have no idea where I'm going, what I'm doing etc etc. At this point in time I got into Cabrini College with ( Read more... )

So, I got my first college rejection today. It was from Fairfield. Fairfield isn't even my first choice but lets face it....rejection sucks. I think why I am so upset over it is because now i'm second guessing about getting into all the other schools I applied to. So I got rejected,i'm sitting home on a saturday night, and I STILL don't have a prom ( Read more... )