whoever said holly could be distant .. they were right lol.. i had the best day ever except for the amazing reality slap..that SUCKS lol. So i have an amazing b/f and the greatest bestfriend ever...so tell me why im just still not happy??? im nervous about prom which is coming up soon or in april lol...valentines day (cant wait...or yeah i can) lol ( Read more... )

okay so in a moment of clarity i decided (after talking it over with kristin and bryant) that being honest might help..hurt..but help me. So this is holly being brutal!!! lol bet ya cant wait when am i not brutal! Okay so there has been stuff on my mind for the past couple of days and no i have told no one b/c i dont know how to say all of it..so ( Read more... )

lol how in the hell are u gonna tell me not to do something anymore then go do it ur damn self then tell me like i give a damn..its funny that ur someone other than who i thought u were..

Okay so i have had something on my mind the past couple of days but i cant seem to talk about it..and even if i could i dunno who i would talk to. i dont really know what to say to people and worse off i dont feel like talking to people..i dont get it. I want to sit at my house in my pajamas with my b/f and bryant and watch a movie o yeah watch ( Read more... )

Okay so i was like school...who wants to do that..not me lol its 843 and im not there! lol anywayz so i have nothing to say b/c its 843 and nothings gone on so yeah. Anyways i have nothing to do and ive called everyone..bryant isnt there hmmmm..what to do what to do... i think i wannna go to antlanta..okay so im gone ill write back later!! lol ( Read more... )

so i said it...i dunno how that will turn out with luck okay. Devin is a great guy. that i do want to be with. i am so scared to let myself go with him b/c he could hurt me so bad. its akward b/c it was quick but i dunno to me he is perfect. and i wonder every damn day why i am so lucky to have him...like i love bryant and kristen and casey but ( Read more... )

okay so today has actually been eventful and good. I picked up Kristen and we went to starbucks and the mall and completley just BS'd all day! i love that. I love spending time with my friends and just doing whatever comes to mind! i love that! anywayz then the whole Devin thing happened... whatever..lol so i went to bryants house cuz thats what i ( Read more... )

Okay so where to begin about this weekend... i spent all weekend with friends and my amazing boyfriend..yeah okay lets clear that up..holly mantooth isnt single anymore..lol...sorry! Okay but i was so happy b/c he asked when no one else was there and it wasnt at my house! He also gave me the C.D i have been dieing to have! yeah how amazing is this ( Read more... )

Okay so im at the movies with this guy i like alot and he told bryant we are going as just friends then ummmm he grabs my hand (no complaints) however now what do i believe? The whole situation was so akward b/c im like hey i REALLY like him and i have for forever and he is like hey we are just friends and then we are holding hands. I dunno i dont ( Read more... )

Okay so how akward is this im sitting there calling Devin to see if he wants to go with us to Buffalos and i make a comment about his g/f and so hey bryant decides to tell me that oh they broke up..weird... so im like wow i just called him and definetly thats gonna look bad.. nice.. so i call back and im like hey i wasnt calling u because u n ur g/ ( Read more... )