i'm going home in two days!!

dshnergd; i can't wait to see everyone again :)

and i can't wait for the concert with ryan<3

i'm so happy.

lately everything reminds me of scott. i think it mainly started about two weeks ago around the time of what would have been out two year anniversary. i can't stop thinking about the good times and how lucky i was to have him. sometimes i just want to take a train up to plattsburgh just so i can see him again.  i guess i'm just not ready to move on ( Read more... )

the past 24 hours were awesome:
being invited to a party by some random black guys on the street... and actually taking the offer
(.....then having one of them ask to be the godfather of me and ry's baby)
ryan almost catching on fire... while he was still sober
having eight jello shots in a span of ten minutes
telling ryan we were going back to the ( Read more... )

oeddjfoeejfvle;fcns;fcsw such a good mood ( Read more... )

so much has happened since the last time i updated. that's the thing about college, you spend so much time with people that you could make friends (and lose them) within a week ( Read more... )

thursday night was crazyy. went to dinner then hung out with brian for alittle, then travis stopped by. around 11 i ended up going to a party with tom. literally of all my friends were there- tom's crowd, brian's crowd, along with my original group of friends. i ended up getting totally trashed, but i felt fine until i got back to bru. jaime told ( Read more... )

this weekend was really hectic. friday i went to dinner with everyone in my group. afterwards we all hung out then went to a party at the hockey house around 10. we ended up leaving the party early on and just wandered around downtown albany (we were looking for this other party)... eventually we found it but it was going to get broken up by the ( Read more... )

sunday i went to st. vincent's college mass with all of my friends- we even got skeats to go! it was so relaxing, i love the feeling of going to church. i definately want to go again in the future... this whole week has been so hectic. i've had a lot of work to do and i worked both tuesday and wednesday night... i've been hanging out with brian ( Read more... )

sunday night i went to ethan's room to say happy birthday and hung out there for awhile. then went to this party on hudson with travis and scott. two of my other friends, katherine and liz, ended up meeting us there so i left with them to find this other party with them. we ended up going back to their dorm for awhile. i went back to bru around 1am ( Read more... )

the rest of the week went really well. i love all my classes and my campus is soo pretty. i'm done by 2:30pm every day so i usually just go back to my room, do some work, then meet up with skeats and some of the other guys until 12:30ish. thursday skeats and i were watching a movie when ryan called and told me that he was coming to visit me this ( Read more... )