tuesday i went to scott's house before the track meet in warwick. i ran the anchor leg of the 4x8. it started to pour rain and thunder during the girls 4x4 but we stayed outside to cheer them on.. when we got onto the bus we were dripping wet and our coaches bought us pizza and soda. we talked about all of our memories from the past four years of ( Read more... )

this was a nice relaxing weekend. on saturday i went to the bank to change my account to a checking account so i can have a checkbook and a debit card. then i went to the mall to pick up a dress for graduation and some other things... i spent the rest of the day with scott, we saw "the davinci code" and got chinese food. then went back to him house ( Read more... )

the past week has been chaotic. friday i went to the boys night out and just surrender concert with scott. it was alot of fun, i liked the venue alot and we might go back there for two more concerts in june (depending on whether or not feels up to it at that point). we also went to the diner two times that day ( Read more... )

at this point, you can tell people (including yourself) whatever you want in order to look like the victim in the situation so you don't have to feel any guilt for how you treated people. but the truth is in the past couple of months you hurt me, scott, eric, kim, kim hartman, and laura. thats alot of people ( Read more... )

you can't just ditch your "best friend"'s boyfriend of almost two years prom weekend, when he paid to go just like everyone else. i know everyone's at fault, including me.. i should have stood up for myself (and scott). i should have refused to get in the car knowing that they wouldn't wait for him. but i didn't because a part of me didn't want to ( Read more... )

i never really update any more because the second i want to some big catastrophic thing happens and i'm stuck trying to deal with that instead. last tuesday scott went into the hospital. he had to leave college early to be transferred to a hospital in the city. i was soo scared for him because i love him so much. i've been through so much in the ( Read more... )

so just as i thought things were looking up, everything got turned upside down again ( Read more... )

I spent the past two days at Saint Rose... I can’t even tell you how happy I am to go to that school next year, it’s the most beautiful campus and I love the city atmosphere of it and it’s just perrrfecccttt in every way =) When I got there one of the deans told me that 4,000 people applied and only 600 were accepted. I honestly didn’t realize how ( Read more... )

hmm i wont even go into the first three days of spring break, probably the most eventful three days of the year (NOT in a good way though ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated in forever, partly because i've been busy with work, school, track; partly because i don't even know how to describe how i am feeling half the time. so much has been going on ontop of the typical activities i do. every day i seem to have a public policy speech to go to, errands to run, an honor society induction, or a mural ( Read more... )