mental breakdowns suck

alot

yeah so this weekend was pretty good =) went out every night .. so i love how sunday night i went out at like 2 n came home at like 4ish n my mom was like what the hell are you seriously doing for 2 hours at a time at night? n i was thinking mom dont u mean who ..... HAHA n last night i went out at like 12 n came home at 2 n she was like completly ( Read more... )

yeah so my dad didnt leave this week .. so im at the library with Ricky as hes being an ass n making my sign ...thats FUCKED UP!! ... so i dont think its gonna happen this week seeing as how i have no contact .... grrr i need it sooo bad! haha idn Ash i know ur the only one reading this so just to let u know i loveeeeee youuuuuu ewww so Ricky is ( Read more... )

yeah so im sick i think ... im pissed .. im sad ... im all sorts of emotions .. i havent talked to him in fucking days ... and its making me sick ... i miss him ... i love Ashley .. shes super hot and reads this when noone eles does ... im obssed with her myspace song i listend to if like 8 times in like 20 min .. idn how many times exactly but omg ( Read more... )

k so i went from wanting to die to being all happy n now i wanna die again ... i feel physicaly sick thinking about it ... u know when you feel so much emotional pain that it manifests into physical pain ... this has been happining to me more and more lately ... i mean come on ... you know what your doing to .. u know EVERRYTHING u act like u dont ( Read more... )

k so my life sucks i wish i was dead ... k thanks bye

i got a lot to say, first ill start of by sayin that i love you but this thing ain't been no walk in the park for us,i swear it'll only take a minute, you'll understand when i finish, i dont wanna see you cry, but i dont wanna be the one to tell you a lie, so how do you let go, when you just dont know, whats on the other side of the door when your ( Read more... )

yeah so whats there to say ... umm New Years eve was great kinda .... hooked up with some kid named Joel ... he was KINDA cute i guess ... i was to drunk to care though .... but it sucked cuz when i was kissing him i was thinking of someone COMPLETLY diffrent ... oh well! ..... but yeah lets see i had one more day of vacation seeing as how we got ( Read more... )

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haha guess what .... im fucking your boyfriend!! haha thats great ... no seriously though i am ... and its amazing .. like always ...

so anyways .. im in a good mood cuz even though its a day n some odd hours late .. happy one year to me .... LOL .. u dont know about that .....

eww so Greg was being so gay tonight i came downstairs n i was like hi ( Read more... )