how many times can i say i cannot deal with things? how many times can i go through this before i snap, before i break? i have feelings i cannot account for, i am sick of everything. i do not go to school, i do not leave the house. what do i recognize? i am tired. i am tired. i am tired. this is the only thing i can say i know. i am tired. i get up ( Read more... )

i do so wish that i could stop feeling crappy; it's certainly not for lack of effort on my part. i am trying, goddammit, i really am. i am trying to make plans and friends and find things to look forward to, but... well, sometimes it doesn't work. a lot of the times it doesn't work. but nevertheless, i am going to appreciate the times that i do ( Read more... )

me: oh wow, i hate my life. i suck. everything sucks! oh, wow i hate th--

(pause)
(looks down at ground)
(picks up two twenty-dollar bills)

me: oh, well, then. never mind!

THE END.

heyy guys...im really bored right now and i have nothing to do ...if you people dont leave me comments then im just going to not update anymore
i am listening to flyleaf...they have a girl singer/screamer...it is the coolest band ever...you should check it out

i am so fucking single...

uuugggghhhhh

some one please comment

&hearts

~*~ mandzy ~*

no one ever comments me anymore...its really depressing...i dont like it one bit...will you peeps help me out nd leave me some comments....?

Heart

~*~ mandzy ~*~

^
(by the way that is my new nickname everyone should call me that now)

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this is the second night in a row that pittman said he was going to call me at 2:oo a.m. and what did i do ? i fell asleep...i feel sooo bad. i really really need to talk to him and i miss him soo much...DAMN...i need to know if there is any passible way that he can go to skateworld tonight because alex told me that he said he is...i hope so...i am ( Read more... )

im at my step dads...248 935 9698...everything in my life is fucked up right now...pittman...if you are reading this then im sorry...i wish i could be with you but i cant take it anymore...everything keeps crashing down on me and its not worth it...my life isnt worth it...i wish i could have talked to you before it got this bad but i couldnt get a ( Read more... )

heyy peoples...i was about to head off to school and i didnt have anything to do so i got on the computer and now i am updating...i never update in this thing anymore...i dont know why though...im always on the computer...im not really on aim anymore either...Oo well...i am eating breakfast right now and its really weird because i never eat ( Read more... )