i am listening to Mariah Carey's song hero and i thought that i would write about my hero. i actually have two: My mom and my Grandma,Mummu

Mom: my mom is my hero because she has been through so0o much and she keeps moving forward. She went through something with my father and she is still strong. She learned how to truely forgive. My mom has been ( Read more... )

sometimes... i feel like i am a burden. i also feel like i have to work my schedual around other people. i hate that!!! this is going to be a short entry... lol... i want to see josh and i want to play resident evil 2. that is an awesome game!!!! lol. i g2g!!!

i hate this!!! i feel like i am being pushed away by RICA!!!! RISSA is the only one who is including me in plans. like on friday... RICA, RISSA, tim, izzy, and stigen went to the movies and who is the one who invited me??? RISSA!!!! and tomorrow... we were going to go to the beach....who invited me??? RISSA. i feel like erica is pushing me away. ( Read more... )

ok... josh and i talked... im going to copy and paste what was said cause i dont feel like re-writing it!!!

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OMG! I HATE THIS!!!! josh is the biggest schmuk! i hate this! we are "SUPPOSED" to hang out and its already 1:40 and HE STILL HASN'T CALLED ME! i told him that i would call him between 11:30 and 12:00 and he said "OKAY!"!! that means to me that he is going to be up or wake up when i call.. i called him like 2 or 3 times because im sitting here ( Read more... )

I am listening to this song... and it is such a pretty song!!! i absolutly LOVE IT!!! lol. i just thought you guys would want to hear the lyrics!!!

Revelation
Yesterday's Letter

Written by Anders Bagge, Arnthor Birgisson, Drew Lachey, Jeff Timmons

Verse
I wrote a letter yesterday
Just trying to explain
Couldn't find the words to say
'Cause you are so ( Read more... )

UGHIES!!!! i got up earlier then i wanted to! not cool...not cool at all!!! lol. but its alright!!! i just got off the phone with ari!! him and i are going to go to dunkin donuts later to get food... YUM! lol. i want donuts!! and i want my coffee from the gas station.... french vanilla. erica got me hooked on it. then after that... josh and i are ( Read more... )

hey ya'll!!! i just got back from babysitting...FUN!! not!! i babysit for two kids... jack and grace.. jack is almost 3 and grace is a little under a year. well...jack wasnt feeling well today so0o he was mouthing off to me and wasnt listening. but besides that... grace was a little angel. i absolutly *ADORE* her!! she is so0o cute!! lol. she let ( Read more... )

hey ya'll!!!! josh just left my house!! Josh and I are so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0 mean ( Read more... )

i am making a tape of all the songs that make me think of josh!!! i am recording over one of my old tapes and i wanted to listen to the tape to see what i was recording over... its one of my old phone conversations!!! haha!!! it is my conversation with Corey the night that we broke up. i broke up with him and i called him so0o that i could ( Read more... )