So I did a lot of thinking yesterday morning ((while I was trying to sleep)) and I realized that no matter what it may seem to be that I may be whining about in here, I've been genuinely happy for a long time now. Probably since the beginning of summer ( Read more... )

I’ve been feeling better, finally, but once again I really haven’t had much down time lately. You would think my schedule wouldn’t be so hectic, but more of ten than not I’m wondering where all of my time goes. It really does feel like I’m never home, but that’s probably because I got from working to sleeping, or sleeping to going out ((on my days ( Read more... )

I'm angry a lot, because pathetically, I've found it difficult to be happy lately. Well...happy... I am, but it's been an obstacle to listen to the angel on my right shoulder instead of the devil on the left. I've been in this weird funk where I know what I SHOULD do, or what may not be the best thing to do, and it's just that there aren't enough ( Read more... )

I've been ridiculously busy lately, so now that I have some down time I figured I would write a little bit ( Read more... )

Well, I finally got sleep. Went to bed around 6:30ish yesterday morning and my dad came into my room at about 4:30 in the afternoon to tell me he was going to visit my aunt ((who is in town)) at my grandma's after he got Steph. So I decided to get up and go with so I could see her and my uncle, but my dad, Steph and I went to eat at Fazolis, then ( Read more... )

Well, the past 24 hours have been completely lame. Last night I was beyond tired and somehow managed to stay awake all night, even though I didn't feel good. Once I tried to sleep, however, it seemed impossible that I would be able to because I couldn't sleep. I finally got to for about two hours and then my asthma was way worse than it was so all ( Read more... )

Some things can't be said much better than if I were to say it myself... and since I can't seem to find the words right now... these will do.  I absolutely love lyrics.

Rookie of the Year: The Blue Roses
Close the door and leave me inside
i'll miss the fireworks burning in those eyes
remember the songs that we use to sing..
come august i'll still be ( Read more... )

For the past two weeks I've been trying to write about what's really on my mind, and I get half of it written and erase it all. I wish there was some easy way to deal with everything, but there isn't. To be honest, I'm not sure what to do. I'm so confused and hurt and miserable that I can hardly understand it all. I want answers, but then I don't. ( Read more... )

I've been slacking, again, but I've been extremely busy. Sometimes it seems completely ridiculous how I went from doing pretty much nothing to hardly having any time to think, let alone catch up on sleep, do what needs to be done (laundry, picking up the room, etc) and then on top of it see friends and not be a complete terror at work. I'm ( Read more... )

Oye...

trying to stay awake isn't fun. Maybe this third shift stuff is going to kick my ass after all o_O