Well just some shit here and there has been happening lately. Went to Seminary Tuesday and saw Jamie and Dean. That was fun because I kept on moving my eyebrows up and down behind Dean and Jenna laughed and then Dean kept on turning and looking and I'm like,"What, I'm not doing anything." And it was fun. Saw Andrew also...I still am kinda pissed ( Read more... )

Another long uopdate coming at you, so stop if you don't want to read on any further!!!!! =) Well we had tournaments this weekend. I am no longer a cheerleader!!!! Aight!!! We won our first game by a few, but lost our last game and that sucked! After school Friday went on over to kerstins house and we watched 'Saved' and kinda parta 'Hangmans Curse ( Read more... )

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Hey bitchy lovers. Wow haven't updated for a lil bit but hey, I guess it's aight. Got lots to write about so its kinda gonna be a long entry. First off I'm 14 now so there's some shit. Went skiing on my b*day w/ the class and that was fun...Jor and I kept jokin round in totem park and he kept sayin I was lookin at hiz ass...lozer =p. Then I lost my ( Read more... )

how could i get so empty?
how could i hurt so bad?
That I almost made the call
That having no life at all?
It's better then what I had.
How could i get so lonley?
And just want to let it all go.
How could I have hurt so bad?
And no body know?

It's that feeling again. You wake up and see blood stains on your sheets and on your carpet. Books and bits of paper strewn all over your room. Broken furniture. That familiar sting on your arms, on your torso. You face is smeared red. You were doing so well, too- thirteen days since the last time. You feel numb, dazed, hung over, stupid. You can ( Read more... )

Hey bitches. Got some shit to write about now. Well let's see some people are like saying my entries are too long but w/e fuck you if you think that because I don't update a whole lot so yeah. Don't like it then stop reading right now. YWK 114x. (James) Anyways, Saturday has M.E.A.P. testing. It was awesome. Saw Janeyssa, Laura, Laura W., Danielle ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Wassup? N2m. Gay ass field trip yesterday. Jenna, Kerstin, and I followed Korbin, Jordan, Eric, and Corey around. Jenna was leaning against Korbin...oww oww some hot shit there. Kerstin is like totally hitting on Jor it fucks me out. :::gagz::: I waz huggin Corey and shit and following him around and then kindaish sittin on hiz lap... ( Read more... )

-Hey people- wassup? nottin much here. Yesterday went to church, after having to get ready in 3 fuckin mintues cause some bitches didn't wake me up. Then had the oh-so-queer cheerleading practice for three fuckin hours to learn our "slut" dance as I call it. Kerstin "hurt" her fuckin ankle by doin round-off's but bitch is faking. Chelle and Steph ( Read more... )