Ok I get the point. I'll back off. I fucked up bad and now I think
I'm getting a little crazy hoping everyone that I hurt will forgive me
but I guess I just have to let go because I did this and it's not their fault.
I made an effort and now I just have to let go
Always H.

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Well things are getting better. They always say things will get worse before they get better! My grandmother died 2 weeks ago and two of my friends died this past week. 2 more wakes and funerals to go to as a direct result of drug addiction. This disease sucks. I have alot of respect for the fact that this disease of addiction wants to kill me and ( Read more... )

well i am in a new program with my son living with me part time. it is great. but there is a negative and a positive to everything. ricky got sentenced to 4 years in state prison on thursday ( Read more... )

Wow, I thought I had lost this feeling for good. It has been sooo long since I have been on this journal and to see that there are people still out there in this world that still care about me is amazing, not because they have to but because they want to. The last time I wrote in this journal I thought I was dying and the crazy thing is I almost ( Read more... )

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WE are finally home.
A little bit of a vacation!
It was nice but now back home
and it's time to clean and put
all our stuff away!

All my love to Stacy, I hope you are feeling better!
and to DI, may we catch up tomorrow.
I have missed you, whole big Bunches.
luv heather

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my son walked today ( Read more... )