Thank you to the people who have been giveing me support in my sobriety even if it was just a message to say that you were happy for me or anything to that sort... It really means a lot to me that even people I don't really talk to still seem to care. SoOoo thank you again. And if anyone ever wants to hangout just let me know. Except for going to ( Read more... )

April 2 is my 30th day of sobriety. i'm really happy. and i get a hug from a really cute boy!... hehe trevor.... hes a cool kid..

I've lost it. Sobriety has never been harder for me. In the midst of trying to stay sober, I have to deal with a shit load of late work for school. Along with family life which isn't going as well as it usually does. My grandfather is in a mood and is really snappy with me and he never is. My mother is at her wits end it seems like she's going to ( Read more... )

I wish everyone knew the 12 steps to recovery. Because even if you weren't an addict or an alcoholic you are able to use them in everyday life. I'm basically on my fourht step and I use what I have learned in the past month with everyday things. When I'm stressed out I look to my higher power and turn my life over to God. And seriously it helps so ( Read more... )

wow, ok so sunday i went tanning in a tanning bed... and it wouldn't have been that bad but i went in for yes i know stupid but i went in for twenty minutes instead of my usual twelve. don't ask me why god only knows... lol but anyway i'm trying oh so hard not to itch it but anyone who has ever had a sun burn will tell ya its hard! but eh... i'll ( Read more... )

well the research paper is pretty hardcore. i'm almost done but sadly its due tomorrow... wow, i'm a bit scared.....

goodness, i really thought that things would start to get better... not that there getting to much worse or anything but they are so stressful. i started my NA meetings and when i told the one person i was hoping to please with that information they shook their head at me and i don't know why. when i asked why i got no response. but i enjoyed the ( Read more... )

I can't believe after 77 days I most likely won't see you again unless were on better terms. I pray you realize that and hope we don't let our struggling friendship slip away. I miss you in everyway possible, I feel so alone when I know I can't talk to you or be around you. Well I hope you have a happy weekend, I'll be around school...

Well why is it everytime i try and make things better or try and work through something i always make it worse? I can never make things right, and it seems to be always me screwing things up. Why is it always my fault? seriously you took that letter the wrong way i never meant to push you away or meant to hurt your feelings. that letter you wrote ( Read more... )