its the little things that make me smile the most

i find myself feeling inadequate alot
comparing myself to others
its ok, i understand
dont worry
one.day
<3

this summer is going to rock, right ( Read more... )

I picked up a book I saw in a bag at the show tonight. I read it and it had some wonderful things in it, I wrote a few things down that I thought were especially nice.

"for one human being to love another is perhaps the most difficult task of all, the epitome, the ultimate test. It is that striving for which all other striving is merely ( Read more... )

not sure what to say
im happy

why is it the night I just need to get some clean clothes and a shower, it takes the longest, ugh ( Read more... )

dreams scare me lately ( Read more... )

went to the doctor today, they pretty much told me I have to wear that big boot in and out of bed for a straight week. I still havent put the thing on and dont think I will. I hate it, its so embarrasing. Who wants to deal with that thing or be seen with someone wearing that thing, ugh ( Read more... )

Last night was the film shoot in fremont at the triangle. I was supposed to be there at 2am and leave around 8am. So Before the shoot, I took a nap, I get a call at 8.30pm and they are all anxious and say they need me really badly for the shoot at the house. So I drive over there and sit around for an hour. I did get dinner, but a waste of time. So ( Read more... )

school is a waste of time on days like this
days like this make my ankle feel really good and require a bike ride
so a bike ride is what I get, hopefully it goes well!!

Three phone calls night. All very different. Im fine with any of them except the stupid ex who "likes talking to me before she goes to bed." Where is her boyfriend?

Oh well, it's a beautiful day and Im so stoked to get outside and go do something, who knows what that will be yet, but after a few phone calls, Im gonna head out!!

I got the toughness today to take my stitches out. I thought it was going to hurt or at least the alcohol I was pouring on it would. But I think I lost the feeling where I got stabbed by my bike and where the surgery was. So I didnt really feel anything. I only had problems where the stitches had grown into the scab ( Read more... )