There was a time in my life where I could look at him and just know that someday he would be my husband, and the father of my children. I loved him so much that it made me feel weak and happy and horrible all at the same time because I was so undeserving of the kind of love he showed me and gave me. I would give anything in the entire world to feel ( Read more... )

The first of the year I said I was determined to make this the best year of my life.
I have 4 months left.

I know that starting over is not what life's all about
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.

I graduated college on Sunday, and tripped walking on stage to get my diploma. I took down my instillation from the gallery yesterday, and late last night cleaned out my entire studio, the place I have spent most of my time the past two years. I packed up my apartment and moved everything out today, back to my parents house. On Monday I had a ( Read more... )

One week today I'm done college forever.

One month to pull off magic- literally. One month until our senior show.
The fate of my work lies in my mailbox in Philly as we speak, on my way to
see how the decals turned out. Very nervous.

high stress at school
confused with love
possible interviews with design team at comcast
lonely art gallery jobs
the beach, solo
costa rica
...?

I don't think I've ever felt this sick in my entire life. I have barely slept or eaten in 4 days. I cough constantly, have terrible pains and knots all over my body, and throw up nothing but gag reflexes. My head feels disconnected from my body yet has terrible pressure. My temperature got to 102.8 two nights ago. It's back down at the moment, but ( Read more... )

Things change. You can't depend on other people to fix your problems, and even more importantly, you can't save or change someone else. I know this...I just everyone else did.

I go to Tampa this weekend to visit my brother.
Two weeks later Molly is moving to San Diego.
My senior thesis show is April 22.
I am done school forever mid May.
I move out of the building I have lived in for the past 3 years.
I move to Costa Rica in July.

....?

For the first time since 2005, The Get Up Kids are back together and playing shows again. Life seems alright.