I had a dream about Christine ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with a melancholy felling, i rolled over and stared at the ceiling, i had a dream about Christine ( Read more... )

Got accepted into Cortland and Buff State!
BAH!

Right now im just focusing on school but very soon i have too figure out which college i want to go to next. I got accepted into Buffalo State aka Buff State and it's a nice campus but im not sure if its for me. It's also really fuckin far, when me and pops drove up it ended up being 7 hours i believe. Its cold and its really windy. In-fact! it ( Read more... )

Feeling fantastic, really good about how things are and where there going.
Yea, Ive had some hiccups but I'm alright with it.
Feels like a great weight has been lifted from me and i can now sleep, breath and finally think again.
It feels fantastic, it's a exhilarating feeling.
Exhilarating
Absolutely exhilarating.

This should be the last real entry on Christine, in the process of moving on.
Someone let me know what i should do.

"You don't get over a broken heart
You just learn to carry it gracefully"I am truly in a very difficult position, its been a long time since ive been in something like this and ive gotta say, i dont miss it one bit ( Read more... )

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I've just learned how to deal with it
It still hurts just as much as it did the first day
It still corrodes me from the inside out
And i just cant help but fuel it.
As much as i want this feeling to stop
I've accepted it as an old friend
Its become a familiar melancholy feeling
Im trying to move on ( Read more... )

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