gahhh.

my head hurts bc im so confused.

with what i want.

ehhhh <3

well i dont think my brain can handle anymore reading for the time being.
so im updating this thing, so i can have a reason to take a break :]
im up for the challenge of  comp 12 ap, i mean i signed up for it, but these books are killing me
i think that things will get  A LOT better once this week is over and were done with them
hopefully from there ( Read more... )

first day back to school..went well
i love love LOVE my classes!!

seniors oh sev

i cant wait, this year is going to be
ah-maz-ing for sure <3 <3

well the summer officially went out with a bang
last night was insane, but it was so much fun
i love my friends more than life.. <33

my car got egged, which was....coool?
i love those crazy juvenile delinquents
bahah whatever, i dont even care . .

i can honestly say this summer was the best ive ever had
i have zero regrets and i had the time of my life
i ( Read more... )

i just got back from shopping with lindsay meier
i love her, honestly. and her voice makes my day
haha shes got strep or something, so shes a mute
hahahah its hilarious !

but yeah, last night.... good god
i talked to nick, that was a joke
i sometimes wish he would grow up and handle our breakup more maturely.
but thats fine, i suppose thats just how he ( Read more... )

so the last two nights have been by FAR the worst nights like.... ever, or at least this summer.
i dont think anything else could have gone wrong yesterday.. i dont wanna get into it, but IT FUCKING SUCKED
yeah... i dont know, im kinda glad its all falling apart now, instead of earlier this summer.
its like the ending of summer coincides with the ( Read more... )

its sad that ive built up immunities for assholes and for being used
sweet. i mean i do it to myself, so really im the only person i blame.
it just goes to show that you really are the only person you can trust
especially with shit like feelings and your heart. pfftt fuck that...
i suppose i should just stop actually caring about people, cause it never ( Read more... )

this is just some stuff i wrote during our "poetry / free thinking" section of creative writing, so yeah.. idk  ENJOY!

A Definition Of Hope

What ever happened to being hopeful?
to letting what happens, happen?
to giving fate a chance to do what its supposed to?
everythings so set in stone
so planned out
well what if that doesnt work?
what if the plans ( Read more... )

for the first time in my life i can say i am happy. i know its weird, in all of my 17 years, ive never been as fulfilled as i am now and it took losing what i thought was my life, to get here and i have never been so proud of myself. i know it may sound a bit conceeded, but i dont care, im proud of who i have become and im proud that i have made it ( Read more... )

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