ok so just like i always do, ive been thinking non-stop about whats been going on and the things that have happened to me lately and there are so many questions that ive come up with and NEED to know the answers to. if you read this, please understand here im comming from and how im feeling. ive realized that everything started with him. he is the ( Read more... )

im so sick of hurting.

i hate that even tho i havnt seen him in 2 months, it still hurts so much.

i hate that i still cry over it almost everyday...

i feel so weak.

happy new year ;)

so im supposed to be going to see suicide city tonite ( Read more... )

Don’t look don’t look the shadows breathe ( Read more... )

all i have to say right now is that i LOVE the guys at true blue.

and i LOVE Kim and Liz.
i just had one of the best nights ive had in a really long time.
ha, i was even dancin with them :)

most of this wont make sense to anyone. its just the nonsense in my head, you wont understand unless you know how my head works, and not many people do anymore ( Read more... )

i feel like im losing touch with everything ( Read more... )

no amount of numbing myself helps..

im still constantly thinking about it..

help?

ryan: what color is ryans car?
me: shape
ryan: ....

this about sums up my night

:)

i love my friends.