i want to change. i feel like all i've done is hurt people these past few weeks and nobody deserves that. but i guess i can't change who i naturally am. i don't want to be a fucking lie to myself. and put on an act of who i'm not ( Read more... )

"ACHTUNG!xorawkxstarxo may actually be a spider-human hybrid
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wow i'm soo cool.

schools out in like 3 1/2 days. IM EXCITED. rawr.

i<3333you

wow, i love you. <333

and this update is totally pointless.

things are starting to suck, once again, i don't think they're ever gonna get better. only worse. but w/e it's not like my lifes ever gonna be great i might as well fucking get used to it. school gets out in 9 days, and finals start in 6, woohoo time to start stressing and be an even bigger bitch than i usually am! man i'm soo fucking excited. god ( Read more... )

okay so recap of this weekend, or should i say last weekend. on friday i went home after school b/c nobody could hangout right away =/ but then dan called and asked if i wanted to hangout so of course i said yes and so him and jon came and picked me up around 9ish and then we went to get lauren, after that we went out to dan's house till like 11:30 ( Read more... )

only 13 more days of school left :)

i had a pretty good day today, surprisingly.

went out to oakpark with my mom at like 1 and i got 4 new shirts and 2 skirts and a pair of shoes :). and my mom was telling me about how one of her friends had a baby in a trashcan when she was in highschool, how effed up is that?

after that i came home and then went out to towncenter with natalie. ( Read more... )

fuck life, what's the point in living when you're never gonna be happy?

Im not suppose to love you,
im not suppose to care,
im not suppose to live my life wishin you were there,
im not suppose to wonder where you are or what you do,
sorry i just couldn't help myself,
i fell in love with you.

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