Comments | xordinarymachin: except the abusive spouse is me

xordinarymachin

except the abusive spouse is me

Jun 10, 2007 11:55

Which reminds me.... Jesse relapsed on drinking after I told him I couldn't go to the 4th of July thing. He sent me an incoherent email and I asked him if he was still sober, and he confessed that he obviously hadn't been ( Read more... )

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thism0nk3yhurts June 10 2007, 19:50:02 UTC

Damn. I hate when shit like that comes up...All that super-feeling-memory shit.

xordinarymachin June 10 2007, 20:47:15 UTC

Yeah it's crazy. I was a different person and that was lifetimes ago. It weird to imagine that it is raw for him. Like he gets drunk and that's what he obsesses about. Poor guy, man. I would never wish that on a person.

It's nice the you love him enough... igosm June 11 2007, 14:54:14 UTC

to keep away and feel sorry for him. You could have had him arrested. I think that stuff is illegal in all 50 states. If you are having feelings about it, try and go though it and get it processed as much as possible. I'd be angry about it. He was supposed to be a grown up! But maybe you are not.

On the other hand. I'll bet you are hard to get over. Being all beautiful and stuff. I bet you are renting space in a lot of guys heads. It's not a bad thing.
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Re: It's nice the you love him enough... xordinarymachin June 11 2007, 18:10:19 UTC

why would I want him arrested? I never wanted to ruin his life for loving me, I already have in that sense... that he hurts because he can never have me. That's a far greater torture. I'm not angry, he never took advantage of me.