Happy Thanksgiving.
I have interesting things going on right now, but i kind of enjoy it as much as i shouldn't.
I'm almost getting pleasure from someone elses pain, and it's hurting emensly at the same time.
But i also don't know what i want, in most ways except one.
01. i have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. i see a therapist.
03. i'm the youngest child.
04. i am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. i have gauged ears.
06. i wear black eyeliner every day.
07. i am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. i love to write.
09. i can't live without chapstick.
10. i'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. i lived in tahoe.
12. i spend money i have.
13. i'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. i love designer handbags.
15. i've had a concussion before.
16. i'm not good with confrontation.
17. i loved the backstreet boys. who didn't.
18. i have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. i'm addicted to degrassi.
20. i've tried writing poetry before and failed.
21. my first kiss was unexpected.
22. i'm not a fan of rap.
23. i love taking pictures.
24. i don't like people who are fake. (edit)
25. i can be mean when i want to.
26. i love afi.
27. i have kissed someone who's name starts with a "b".
28. i have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. i was into
hot wheels as a child.
30. i dress how i feel that day.
31. my room is painted a color other than white.
32. i cry easily.
33. i'm always late.
34. i barely ever study for tests.
35. my birthday is my favorite holiday.
36. i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. i am a morning person.
38. i wish i was smarter.
39. i believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. i think that its perfectly ok to be gay.
41. no one really knows me.
42. i don't have many
bad hair days. .......................depends really, i'm not one to say
43. i sometimes fight with my parents.
44. i am passionate about my interests.
45. i have had the chicken pox.
46. i'm a hopeless romantic.
47. i feel empty sometimes
48. i was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. i am no longer depressed.
50. i am very outgoing.
51. christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. i can be very insecure.
53. i've been told i'm very softspoken.
54. i'm a virgin.
55. i love the color yellow.
56. i love guys that play the guitar.
57. i state the obvious.
58. i'm a happy person.
59. i have absolutely no
self-confidence.
60. i've contemplated suicide.
61. i hate cleaning my room.
62. i tend to get jealous.
63. i like to play
video games.
64. i love john mayer's music.
65. i get more upset when i see an animal hurt than a person.
66. i'm a vegetarian or a vegan.
67. i've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. i am too forgiving.
69. i bite my nails.
70. i have a good sense of direction
71. i've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
72. i've played a musical instrument for over 5 years.
73. i can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.
74. i love kisses on the forehead.
75. i love the color blue.
76. i don't sew.
77. i am not addicted to drugs.
78. i wear contacts.
79. i hate it when people say they hate bush because he is a moron.
80. i hate bush.
81. i don't take criticism well.
82. conformity is stupid.
83. chris carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive.
84. so is conor from bright eyes.
85. i love my family.
86. i don't mind getting shots.
87. i am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. i play the guitar.
90. i'm probably going to have premarital sex.
91. i have had mono.
92. i am very religious.
93. i still act like a little kid.
94. i am ridiculously indecisive.
95. i believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. i love music.
97. i'm in love. -------not with a person.
98. i have problems letting go of people.
99. jesse lacey writes some of the most amazing lyrics ever.
100. i don't really like ice cream.
101. i have freckles.
102. my birthday is in december.
103. brody dalle is pretty.
104. i like older guys---i guess, barely older.
105. i've gotten in numerous fights, and have won all of them.
106. i get bored very easily.
107. my parents are divorced.
108. i don't even know what my natural hair color is anymore.
109. i 'shrink' in big crowds of unfamiliar people.