wake me up when sept. ends....
kjaslfjdlsajfldsjalkfdj < yeah thats all i've got to say about whats going on lately... i'm sry if i lose my patience and i am sry if i am being insenitive... <3
emotions running high... emotions driving me insane... been 24 hours since i've gotten a half way decent sleep with out freaking out...i'm going crazy...with just about everything...
i've fallen hard off a ledge... and keep falling farther and farther from the starting point and where i want to be. the feelings that i have... have never been so real... its like an all time high that will never let you down.. until now.. its like someone had snuck into my body and took all the energy and all of the life out of me... I HATE THIS!.. this is the only thing thats on my mind... i sit here and dewl on it and it makes me hate my self more and more... URGHH... everyday in dovick we are talking about strengths... and its actually really making me think of what kind of person i'm becomming... i go crazy in that class because of emotion i am...
hopefully on thursday this will all pick up and i'l have fun.. hopefully i'll feel better... and make the rest of this week better.. because so far this week has been hell..