So what I thought would happen, happened.
I don't know what to think about it, at all.
I have no words to describe how I feel.
My emotions are all over the place.
All I know is that I have to go on with the next step, and just keep moving forward, and hopefully it will all be over with somewhat soon.

Ugh.

Ugh, school tomorrow. Shitty.

This vacation was interesting.
Tomorrow I have 2 doctor's appointments. I really hope they go well. I also get some results back tomorrow from some tests I got done and my MRI. I'm so fucking nervous, AH.

That's it.

The most beautiful baby girl in the whole wide world.
(don't mind the tard holding her)


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Christmas was good ( Read more... )

I really, deeply, passionately dislike most doctors.
Especially male doctors.

I decided today that I want to become a doctor, and fight their system of bullshit from the inside.
I'm not too sure if that'll still stand tomorrow, but it was a vision I had.

I'm so emotional lately.
And overwhelmed.
I can't wait until I get this cat-scan tomorrow.
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Your Birthdate: February 15
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Oh my god. I am so so so hurt right now. I just posted this big long, and I mean longggg, beautifully written piece about life and change and the like. And my fucking STUPID ASS computer is fucked, so I lost it somehow. How extremely disappointing. I do not have it in me to write it again. I am too tired and pissed. Hah. It's really not funny ( Read more... )

I don't like highschool. The amount of immaturity annoys me. I don't think I'm being too bitchy about it either. I just don't like being around people whose lives center around getting fucked up with any drug like every day, especially those people who I care about. It's weird being around that since I don't do it anymore, because of my ( Read more... )

My teachers and guidance counselor have been telling me that I can take Chem next year, and not have to worry about catching up and doing all of the tons and tons of labs I missed ( Read more... )

So right now I'm at my dad's. Usually every time I come here it always ends up being lame. But it didn't end up being that bad at all. The family here isn't very open to Joe and me, but I suppose I've kind of gotten used to it. Thank GOD Magen was here to save my sanity. We spent most of the evening talking to new people (the cousins' new ( Read more... )