monday ( Read more... )

damnnn its been an interesting weekend. ended up working everyday. wasnt suppose to work today bc its moms bday and i asked for it off but its time and a 1/2 and when i called to talk to ym boss she said they were short handed so i worked 1-8 and then matt and i went up and he showed me his new house. its so nice... up in hampton i fell in love ( Read more... )

 

ahh! i dont even know anymore... rob and i agreed to start over, but there seems to be no effort in his part. he said hed stop by last night after work. he didnt. he said he would stop in today. and he didnt. steve was even in the store, but no rob. no phone calls, nothing. i used to get messages just to say i love you... nothing. theres like no ( Read more... )

ugh. just got home from work its 11:54 yay. im so tired but i rented two movies last night that are due back today so i have to watch at least one of those tonight. i think im gna watch friday night lights. rob was suppose to come say hi after he got out at 9... and he didnt. im woring tomorrow 3-11! oh joy! lol i need ot get in a better mood ( Read more... )

ahh i dont even know what to say without gettin bitched at... i talked to rob and we talked for a while. he apologized for stuff and said something along the lines of "you say you'd do anything for me? give me the chance to start over.... hi, im rob" lol so right now idk wat our status is... never really do so no change there lol. but ya. today is ( Read more... )

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i hate ppl. honestly. i miss being nice and actually likeing people. everyone just pisses me off now. i worked 2-8 and people were bitchy came home turned on the tv of course the red sox game is on as soon as i turn it on! robs there with alyssa right now. yay. just wntd to share my xcitment now im going to jump off a fucking cliff.

i promise ill update soon.

well i just deleted this fucking thing and then decided to undelete it and update it.... rob read all of my entries today. how i said i felt he treated me like shit... at those times i did im sorry. i cant change what ive said and i cant take it back. if i could i would. i would change a lot of things.. i would of told you how much i cared about u ( Read more... )