what if

[xosweetykxo]

its gettin so close to moving in with my new roomies..im scared! what if theyr like..psycho...well its me and tazzy..at least im not alone...im so scared tho..im gettin like major anxiety..im a shy person...and im picky with ppl bc ive got fucked over.. what if they are annoying ..or just i dunno.. i mean i hope they turn out to be like my bff's

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[twirpy]

that entry made me feel like i connected with you again for a minute. your right about it being a rough world...and this passed year i have been alone ..and had to deal with everything ..but i grew up and i am sooooo happy man. youll learn to be able to sit in a room alone or sit at home on a friday and saturday night, or whenever, when your friends are out and be just as content as if u were out. its an awesome feeling. i cant wait 4 u to see.. let me know wuts going on with you. its exciting that you are doing this for yourself and not just depending on being w/ a guy-aaron...im proud..u guys will end up together, but just be stronger first, independent, and fully confidant in urself...time will enfold the best result and its true... the other day my grandpa was like "so ali..hows kara" and i told him what you were up to(from what i know) and i told him i havent really spoken to u and he was like "oh well u guys will always talk...maybe someday come together again..you were so close" ..... times change...everythings a 360 circle

thanks

[xosweetykxo]

thanks.. im glad to hear all is well with you...it seems like uve been coming up lately in converstion too..like more than usual..and i was going through stuf and found a letter from pedro..haha.... thats funny...well i hope i made the right decision..im so scared..i really hope im as lucky as u and my roomates turn out to be like my bff's , thatd be awsome..its gonna be 4 of us...ive heard so many horror stories tho..oh well we wil see...anyway one day we will meet again...im sure of it... keep in touch..good luck with school and ur new apartment! love, me