Exactly! I have my child again! Now I dont have to d'bo Maddies everyday! I love my Ipod! That is all!

So theres this guy, but not just any guy, probably one of the hottest guys I know! He told me that he wants us to be more than friends! So, I got all excited thinkin he wanted to date me! Turns out he just wants to be friends with benefits! Which is totally cool with me, considerin I dont need to get attached to anybody right now! But tonight was ( Read more... )

Not really. It was good all until my dad came in yellin for no reason! It hurt my heart! Anyways, it seems whenever I finally think I have things in line, someone or something comes along and throws a "turd in the puchbowl" so to speak. Gah, I need some help guys! Hopefully Ill have a valentine this year! Im hopin for one!

Why cant anything ever be what it seems? Im so freakin upset and Im tired of people puttin up fronts! I think Im ready to move so I can get away from all these douchebags around here! I cant wait til I go to Italy so I can think about things.

All I can think about is this guy! I havent been like this in forever! I really need to quit it cause I dont want it to move too fast! Im super happy to know him and I hope it all works out!

Guys, ive found me a boy! YAY! A good one too, or at least I think! Brittany said she approves. I dont know what my deal is but when someone starts to like me I always wanna push them away! What is my deal!? Anyways, this time im gonna take everything slow cause I wanna build a REAL relationship and not one based on banging!

Everything seems to be in line and running smoothly...for now at least! Hopefully it will stay this way! Anyways, Im really bored and it seems that when I have nothing to do but when Ive made plans, everybody wants a piece of me! HAHAHA, thats funny...

Oh my! i just got invited to play softball in Italy over the summer! Wow! Im so freakin excited! this is like the opportunity of a lifetime! I hope I get to go! Im so freakin happy!

Wow, ife is confusing. One second nobody wants anything to do with you then the next people are ringin you phone off the hook! wow, life changes quick! Im not complainin at all but, wow, it can get stressful! I think I have found someone I can really like! I hope this one works out! if it does Im gonna drop the other 4!

Guys, I really dont feel good at all! I went shoppin today and I thought I was gonna die. Will somebody please come visit me and make me feel better? Or even a phone call would be nice...