Everything is going down hill ( Read more... )

ah i love my darling. i cant wait for us to get married. were engaged & yeah. shes a butt plug but anyway kelly comes this weekend im muy excited and it should be fun fun fun :)

im supposed to have the best gf in the world but god forbid i have a bad day or i dont feel good its my fault and its the end of the world. i wish i was intitled but i guess not. i had a crappy day today & i didnt feel good but i guess i felt fine cause i want to get lunch with my friends but whatever

Cassie is coming with me to Ny for my grandma's funeral. i love her so much

So my Mama died yesterday and im already lost without her. i love her so much. its been a full day. ill update about it later im too hurt to write about it now

RIP Mama Soto
9/6/06
Your my everything

If God gives me one more day i swear ill make it to her :(

SO i found out today that grandma is about to die. she is my everything & im so hurt. cassie kept me together most of the night but now she went to sleep and im so so upset. i cant stop crying. i cant even imagine whats going to happen when she passes or what im going to do with myself. its not going to be easy. my gf is the best and i know shell ( Read more... )

I never ever wanna lose her! i want to spend the rest of my life with her and i know thats what i want.

everything else is ok.
i cant wait for this hurricane lol just for school to be closed but i hope its not bad.

Hope everyone is ok ttyl

She almost broke up with me because she stressed about the future and she doesnt know if she wants to be in a relationship.i reasured her so many times yesterday and by night fall we were ok and today we were good as ever she liked me and tomorrow i asked if she needed her time and she said she wants to see me tomorrow ( Read more... )

Just last night i said i was so happy.i find out tonight shes not happy with us and she doesnt know if this is what she wants. weve been together forever i dont wanna lose her. im so so in love with her. and i put up with everyone talking about us and stuff and she all of sudden doesnt know if this is what she wants :(