Yes, I am home, I have left all the trash at the dump, all the cock suckers at Pace- or Penis U. It wasn't worth my time, my money, or my energy. I was so miserable, getting so depressed, and starting to get so sick. I don't know how I made it as long as I did. Apparently my sence of humor is back, my smile is back, my charm and delight is back, at ( Read more... )

I feel so sick right now... I have a fucking migraine, woke up to someong knoking on my door, now my roommate feels its ok to blast music. Well fuck you, right now i feel like flicking you off and saying go to hell ( Read more... )

So classes started yesterday, there pretty good, except for math, that sucks haha but thats ok. English is good, psyc is good, teacher is a little wack, but hey its psyc... history is ok, and what else... I think that's it. Got our fridge... kinda small for 200 $ haha whatever... guess I wont be puttin much in it. SO I duno whats goin on w the ( Read more... )

So right now I am miserable... Girls went to a frat party... but that's not my thing... so i'm here along... I wish it was the 18th... or x-mas... theres another party in the building but I don't want to drink, i;m fighting a migraine, and I have two interviews tomorrow. I need riding to start soon,e I wonder if Pace has a singing group... I was ( Read more... )

Here at P.U. our room is very pink :) we want to get a rug, any ideas of where we can get one? we tryed K mart and Bed Bath and Beyond, but nothing. I miss Eric, but were keeping n touch, things are good with us, he is coming on the 18th yay! I miss Gemini and cleaning my horse stall already, and damn do I miss my nice full size bed haha. I hope I ( Read more... )

So I don't know whats going on right now... my TV isn't packed like it was supposed to be... yup my family is lazy. If I don't do it myself it wont get done. To bad I can't life the TV. I went to the barn thismorning... was sad... Gave Gemini a bath... then told him to roll and he did, on one side, and I was like aw come on I know you want to roll ( Read more... )

So thismorning I woke up early and could not for the life of me get back to sleep. 5am yup... thats what time my eyes opened... I layed in bed a long while... but nothing... no nothing... I was in a daze, my whole body hurt, I didn't know why, then I looked at my phone and I remembered it all, everything that happened yesterday, the whole summer, ( Read more... )

So it was our last day together here in NH for a while... we spent a nice long morning in bed... then got up, showered, went and saw Garden State. Tryed to go to lunch but I broke down... so we left. Then we went to the barn. After grabed some food and came back to my place. Ate, then played vidio games and were just together... it was nice ( Read more... )

Eric left... both of us crying, both of us admiting we didn't want to go, didn't want to leave eachother ( Read more... )

So thismorning I went out with my mum, got a bathing suit so I can swim :) yay finally only been looking for a 1peice all summer haha sorry boys, not a slut, don't want to work out/swim in the Pace pool in my bikini. I got a kinda country looking shirt... and some new show pants I was excited at the fact that they were a kids size 14 haha but I ( Read more... )