i fucked up my life and i can change it but i cant i try but something keeps dragging me back in i hate my life now half of my friends dont even talk to me anymore but they pretend like were friends and then probably go and say shit behind my back i hate my life i really do i would rather be living in flordia with no computer no phone no tv no ( Read more... )

umm havent updated this thing in a while and im not planning on doing it a lot anymore its kinda dying myspace took over but now im bored of that so anyways...THIS IS A RANDOM ENTRY ( Read more... )

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hm so on wednesday didnt really do anything went in the pool and tanned thought about of lot of things and still didnt make up my mind im not good at making up my mind when it comes to this kind of stuff watched man of the house which was good went to sleep thinking that i would possibly get a phone call and after waiting up for an hour for it i ( Read more... )

hm saturday talked to lindsay from cali.omg that was so cool idk why but it was=)hah then at night i went to the movies with rich saw World of the Wars which was good i liked it=) um made a decision but it only lasted for a day then my dad came and picked me up and i got hungry so he got me pizza yummm=) um came home and went to bed really early i ( Read more... )

so um yea me and him are done and i think this time its for good and for some odd reason im happy=) haha ur not supposed to be this way after u break up with someone but i am cuz im weird and not like everyone else=p so umm yea guys call me to chill over the summer cuz now i can=) yay

k bye.

-nicole*

wednesday-went to the movies with rich <3 saw fanastic 4 or however u spell it hah that movie was so cool i loved it im sucha little kid=) came home went to sleep ( Read more... )

hm yesterday didnt really do anything sat out by the pool went swimming um then i went shopping and got mcdolands came home went outside thought alot went on the trampoline while i was outside i realized that im the girl that no guy wants i take my anger out on the people closest to my heart im sorry if i ever did that to you came back inside came ( Read more... )

Forgive and Forget ( Read more... )

hm so yesterday rich came over umm went outside in the pool and on the trampolinee came inside watched Curse White Chicks and Hide & Seek ate dinner and just hung out he left at 10ish came online talked on the phone went to sleep at 130 woke up at 230 found something out=\ couldnt go to sleep finally went back to sleep at 4 in the morning got ( Read more... )