I want to be able to finally get this all out there without being scared of your reaction and what you will say, if you even have anything to say about it at all.

where do I even begin?
well maybe I should start off by saying that I don't know how you feel about it, but I did not spend 6 years of my life trying to have some form of relationship with ( Read more... )

you are a false hope.
it's all you ever leave me with.
you think i would know by now.

mmm yeah sabres!

daniel briere. <33

i've been thinking alot this past month about what i really want to do with my life.
i thought i still wanted to go to college for music business, but now im re-evaluating it.
im not saying its not a good career choice, but maybe it just not for me, even if music is my life.
& not to mention that i am losing interest in villa at a rapid rate.
i really ( Read more... )

i never really update anymore. and when i do, i usually delete it within a few hours.
maybe that'll change soon. i have 6 weeks of high school left in my life & i couldn't be happier.

everything in my life is in place right now.
aside from a few displaced friendships that are being worked out. (& thank god for that)
i can honestly say im more content with my life right now, more than i have ever been before.

things are wonderful.

summer nights.


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ken just sent this to me & told me to read it:

( no one ever fell in love with anyone because of empty pockets or red splotched eyes )

tonight was filled with wonderful people.

when you walk, make sure you look down.
you dont want to step in any mud puddles & have to go back to a friends house just to borrow their sandals and jeans.

justin fenske made me cry today.
but a good cry, & ive never felt better about myself.
& i love him to death for that.

thank you, justin.
you're amazing. ♥