ok so we havnt chated in a while and life is going good!!!..so far lol St Patricks Day was GREAT GREAT fun hahah i went to alex's and we walked to brandons apartments and then josh was there and they tried to rape me and i was texting the love og my life and then he called and i talked to him for 5 mins and 15 secs lol i know im sad but i love him ( Read more... )

soo my life is going better then when i wrote my last entry but im still kinda confused about some stuff..everything happens for a reason though and i guess but yeah i went on my roof and tanned but my mom wouldnt let me stay out there for more then 15 mins on each side but yeah by the time next sunday rolls around i will be out there for like 50 ( Read more... )

im seriously the biggest screw up ever!!! i dont even understand my fucking problem like seriously i cant go like a year without fucking something up for myself i honestly dont know what i am doing ..and what i want outta life!...there is ONE person in tmy whole fucking school that i can tell stuff to and know he wont say anything to anyone..i care ( Read more... )

...so right now i am at jennas house and boy oh bot are we having fun! we had to clean a house with her mom and cousin today b/c they rented it out to college kids and they m,ade a mess of it but it was actually fun and yeah then we went to my house and got my clothes and now we are kickin it at her house..well actually she is in the showere right ( Read more... )

today is peders b-day ( Read more... )

krystessa...omg you are the best never change!!!

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so i havent updated in about a week but yeah soo ehh whatever anyways...last nighgt was actually fun! i went to the varsity girls regional game and they won so we are the 5A champions of region 1 and they are going to state ( Read more... )

OMG i effing hate valentines day!!!! haha i dont really know why ...but i do ( Read more... )

ugh. this weekend is sooo boring my mom wont let me go anywhere or do anything and it kinda makes me mad cause she doesnt have a reason!!all on top of that tomarrow is valentines day and i hate vealentines day!!! ugh. i am like anti-valentine!! maybe is i had a boyfriend it would be different but i dunno!? i want to do something for valetines say ( Read more... )

what does she have that i dont?...oh wait she has him!

i am most definatly heartbroken!...I HATE HIM!