"The only ones who understand are characters from books that ive read:"-me

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So yeah

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[mowtowncindrela]

I know that you were going through a hard time and I tried so hard to try and help or to understand what was going on, anything to help you. And you blocked me out. So I decided that I would give you some space. It might have felt like I was avoiding you, but I wasnt. I didnt leave you...I was just waiting for my name to be called so that I could be your right hand again, you know. And it's not exactly that I feel like you arent a true friend, that was what I said because of lack for a better word to describe how i felt. And I dont think there is a specific word to describe what I meant. So I shall try to explain it. I dont know if you've felt it...but I've felt us drift apart so much. And now-a-days it seems as though there's this huge gap between us..and it stings me a little to feel as though we're not best friends anymore. It hurts so bad, because I think about it, and I think of how much fun we had and all of our conversations, and I dont mean just the ones where we really connected, heart-to-heart and discussed meaningful things