mentally & emotionally exhausted.
i feel hollow, and i hate the reason why.
i need to learn not to feel.

im losing my sense of self-awareness;
i don't like who i've become.

"i feel like the ghost of a total stranger."

i think it's time to quit it.
no more doting & pretending.
it's all just a pitiful waste of my time, energy, and thoughts.
this is the end of it.

summer is fantastic ( Read more... )

so right now i should be stoked but im not.
idk what's wrong with me but maybe this is a good thing?
i seem so uninterested towards something i've wanted for so long.
i feel liberated but disgusting at the same time.
blah..

i guess you can say summer is now basically in full swing ( Read more... )

i told ashley i would do a little project for her since im extraordinarily random ( Read more... )

i dont think anyone can imagine the weight that was just lifted off of my shoulders ( Read more... )

ohhhhh i get it...
so this is why i'm emotionally retarded!

just when you think things aren't going too bad
the world pulls a 180 on you...

life is so fucked up sometimes that you just have to laugh at it.

friday was my birthday (officially 19 years of age ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )