What does she have that I don't? Why do you pick her and not me? Whats so different between us? Why can't we be together? Am I just not good enough for you? Is she better than me? I guess she is, casue she won. I will constantly be reminded of this when I see you holding her hand instead of mine. When I see you kissing her lips and not mine. But ( Read more... )

Ok, so I got yelled at yesterday cause my parents didn't remember I was at the stupid football game, and I "never called." You know since they think im like going to run off with some random guy and have his babies.So today Jackie tells me to go to her house for some party time, you know, we hadn't seen each other in a while, so I asked and my mom  ( Read more... )

So today school was blah as blah can possibly get. I came home and my mom called to get ready, so I did. She came and got me and we went and bought a few things, then we went by BK and were on our way home. Jackie called me and told me to be at the falls at 7:20, so I got home and got ready for the night. When I got there I walked around for a ( Read more... )

School is getting better.

I just realized the very few friends i have are nothing short of amazing, and I couldn't possibly love them anymore.

Cheerleading is w/e, still getting used to the new team.

My knee is getting worse : /

Today was Kristin's birthday and i baked her an amazing cake with STAR sprinkles. Happy birthday Kris :).  I love you <3.
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So i've definitely had the worst day ever. Let’s recap to last night, my dad told me how much he hated me, and that he can’t wait till I move out, and that I should move out to the South Pole were I could be away from him, and that i’m a pain in his ass, how nice I know. But i’m going shopping with my mom tomorrow to make up for it; I swear my ( Read more... )

So today school was w/e, I tried my hardest to get out of 4th period, but she really wouldn't let me. After school Michelle called me and told me I was apparently going to her house. So I went and met up with her, and we left for her house. As always we just had to make a stop at Jamba Juice, it seems like the whole world was in that little place. ( Read more... )

Ok, well yesterday school was the usual, boring as shit. After school went by my locker, got my stuff, and saw Yessie coming in from the parking lot, so I had to tell her some very important stuff so I let Jackie and Caro walk ahead while I talked to her. So I told her the most part of the thing, and then chased down Caro and Jackie, yea I looked ( Read more... )

Ok, so it’s a Saturday night, and I’m home with nothing to do. Total boredom. I officially have no life. Since I started picking and choosing who my real friends are, and starting to be with only those very few people, my life has changed dramatically. I know some of the friends I’ve had before just weren’t the best people to be with, so I made up ( Read more... )

Today I woke up early and my sister cause my sister called me and told me her boss wanted me to go help at her job for a little, and I would get paid. Get money for sitting around and eat McDonalds, I was down. So I got there and the little kids were driving me crazy but w/e, I survived. I left around 5:30ish, ran in and out of my house and left ( Read more... )

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