Saying goodbye is hard.Everything is packed and ready to go I'm just waiting on my brother who will be here on Monday.Going home has never sounded better to me but apart of me is going to miss this place and the happy times I shared with my parents here.There are also bad memories as well but more good then bad ( Read more... )

There is nothing more in this world that I hate more then going to see a Doctor.I hate needles,I hate being weighed,I JUST HATE THEM AND EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM IN GENERAL LOL.It seems I was a bit dehydrated so the lovely Doctor decided to hook me up with a wonderful IV and to spend 5 hours in his office.Well it was such a lovely time sitting there ( Read more... )

I'm sick and on a wonderful diet of jello,chicken broth,and juice.On the up side I've lost a bit of weight YAY! on the down side I miss real food...I'm trying to hold out as long as I can about seeing a Doc but I know I will have to...Being sick sucks ass ( Read more... )

It was a ruff weekend so I Have nothing to say nor write....

When your world is full of strange arrangements
And gravity won't pull you through
You know you're missing out on something
Well that something depends on you

1. If you found out for certain there is a Heaven and a hell, how would you change your life? I'd go to church more and try harder at being a better catholic ( Read more... )

My day was filled with sorting threw things and packing and lots of memories coming back to me.In many ways I honestly feel im not ready for this step.

Do you ever get the feeling that people think they have you figured out, that they know what your about? I'm sure some of you can relate with me here. I find it highly amusing, to be honest ( Read more... )

THE STAGES OF GRIEVING ( Read more... )

It's never easy to deal with a truly unhappy person ( Read more... )

I feel so ALIVE being Home.Being around friends,family.It feels great going to dinner parties again and having the usual debates on life.Good wine,Good food,and a bunch of drunks talking about life ( Read more... )