i love the way you make me feel so crappy, i feel guilty for things i don't ever do. i feel bad for the things you should be apologizing for. you make me hate being alive sometimes, so thank you ♥

i'm torturing myself. i start feeling really down, and convince myself that i AM NOT good enough. i can't get out of this mindset, and it's driving me crazy. i know i should feel happy for others who are above me, but sadly i am the kind of person that needs constant compliments and praise. i am the kind of person that thinks absolutely nothing of ( Read more... )

maybe i break my own heart.

( that boy & that girl )

sometimes i feel guilty for things i don't even do.

should i hate life??

i ♥ drosso.

+ i miss julie. she doesn't understand a thing.

there's this girl...
...and she loves this guy

♥

i'm finally home. wow, that was the most wasted trip i've ever had. it was so pointless, although i did win an award for my solo ( Read more... )

i leave today.

i'm going to miss you.
i'm not ready to leave.

i love you ♥

sooo...after a lovely 3 day weekend, and skipping two classes yesterday, i get to return to school. ohhh joy. i have stuff in english, and a test to make up in history today. this is why skipping school is BAD! oh well, it was raining really hard and my silly paranoid mom wouldn't let me drive. i swear. at least i have an excuse x ( Read more... )

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