-sigh- im all depressed again... i feel like im nothing, like ican never be anything. i feel like im not gonna get anywhere in life. i wanna make my parents proud, even tho i hate my dad, i wanna show him i can be something, i wanna prove to him i can accomplish things. i cant wait til graduate from high school, when i get my diploma and look out ( Read more... )

im weird...nice to know.

im so fuicking tired of peoples bullshit... its like i dont even fucking care anymore.. i think maybe i should just be quiet from now on... i'll go back to quiet shy fucking nicole like i used to be... so no one ever fucking notices im there. i dont even fucking kno who my friends are anymore. its like everything is happenening all over again, it ( Read more... )

-sigh- its allll over...*tear* i want to rewind it all and play it over again and again and again. dammit i want my birthday to be everyday! no wait...then i'd be old. ahh but anyways i am now 15 years old and 1 day. good by 14 year old life. lol
-Minnie the non-birthday girl-

wow...today was so great. i was kidnapped at like 2 by isabelle, blind folded for about an hour and taken to universal city walk. it was awesome! i had so much fun. we walked around, ate, went to the arcade thinger..and i watched everyone get morphed to see what their babies look like... nates and charlies was the most hideous thing i have ever ( Read more... )

wow.... i hear the phone ringing this morning and no one answering... so i finally get up to answer it and walk out my bedroom door... and guess whats on the kitchen counter for me?!?! a bouquet for flowers (pink) and a BIG ASS MINNIE MOUSE BALLOON WITH A BIG PINK BOW ON HER HEAD! i was shocked i almost fell over... lol as mike saysi got slapped ( Read more... )

look what manda made me!!! :D it made me cry.


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MisSySDrUmZ: im gonna sing to you...(sorta ( Read more... )

someone entertain me im so bored!!!!!!

everyone copy and paste this as a comment... fill in the blanks.

1.Nicole is _______.
2.I _____ Nicole.
3.I want to ______ Nicole.
4. _____ Nicole.
5. I will ______ Nicole forever.

Blah.
i'll make some icons if anyone wants.
give me something to do!

ok well i got home a couple hours ago from the beach, i guess it was fun, yeah it was. on saturday me and isabelle caught some waves for a bit, then ate and did other stuff. we rode these little kid bikes all the way down sunset beach to try and find a place to get pedicures...lol it was fun. we decided we are gonna ride to each others house from ( Read more... )