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at this point i’m concerned if i’m not nauseous
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:-(
i’m so cold
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💀
death
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been getting chest pains recently
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AHHWHRBEODNIE
WHY IS IT AHH
TPETE WEBTZ WHAY
I SWEAR
I BLAME MY MENTALL ILENESS ON HIM
FRICKKKJK
AHHHH
HOLY HECK THIS MUSIC
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and when you notice i smile
it doesn’t make me happy but i like knowing yoh care
the feeling of having friends makes me warm
but i know you won’t always be there
feeling like a burden as you notice i’m not ok
but it’s fine i’ll pretend for today
so i’ll sit and chat through lunch
hoping you don’t realize
but hoping you care
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i’m barely holding on…
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screaming out and no one can hear me, being forced to pretend to be perfect.
when is it my turn?
when do i get to cry?
when do i get to lash out?
i don't, so ill put on a smile and be a good big sister
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Addicted to the feeling of feeling empty
Emotionally or physically doesn’t matter
nothing can fill me
but i wanna feel something
and i giggle at my own jokes for far to long
laying on the floor
enjoying the feeling of feeling something
even when it’s sorta forced
because it’s never gonna last
and i know that
but for now it’s nice to pretend
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feeling lonley
i always end up lonely, you won’t talk to me because i’ve pushed you away.
i want to know you
i enjoy our friendship
… sometimes i want to be in everyone’s company
other times i’m happy by myself
i hate the feeling of loneliness
i hate everything
<3