things change... people change. honestly its hard for me to deal with not being with stephie anymore. im gonna miss having the little one there to cuddle me and how she smells.. not bad :) like a stephie. i need to be cuddled right now like whoa. there are so many things im so unsure of right now i need someone to lay in bed with me and cuddle me ( Read more... )

i seriously am having a nervous breakdown right now. everything pisses me off. i have like NO money and so many things are confusing. i can barely pay my bills and my boss told me i should probably find another job cuz hes gonna stop painting. fucking great. god hates me. and things at UNH were really confusing too. i wish i knew where i stood with ( Read more... )

so im home. SHIT. i hate being home. i need my car back. im trying to get down to recording again but its cold in my apt. i need to get a heater of sorts. i also need to pay my health insurance bills but of course im broke. im gonna miss my friends at UNH though. im gonna miss being up til all hours of the night whining and being effed up. im ( Read more... )

so im just wondering. theres always hint left. "do you think about me? or would you rather not at all? did i do something i shouldnt have? should i even wonder about this stuff?" id love to talk to you about stuff sometime. just to clear my head and probably let you get somethings off your chest too. we might come out of it both a lot happier... or ( Read more... )

trevor and i are going out to eat with steph tonight. itll be GRAND!!. he got movies from home today and food and all sorts of scrumptious morsels ( Read more... )

i think its a downer that someone is telling steph that im cheating on her in LJ. im not her boyfriend and either way nothing has happened. im tired of drama but i cant get away from it.

im really bored today. woke up late cuz i didnt hafta work and now im just being slow.
does anyone at UNH wanna hang out with me tonight?

im bored

trevor and i are really unimpressed by this now. dont small talk us to death with plans that wont happen. we dont put up with that shit. thank you.

i was just looknig at risky business pictures. FUN> E ( Read more... )

just gonna be ambiguous but do you even wanna talk to me? like whats up? i mean i guess i dont see that as pushing too much. just wondering.

these desperate times ( Read more... )