things just wont stay stable over here. secure. things are constantly changing. decisions are flip-flopping & frankly, right now i would rather just not do anything... just sit at my house by myself & fucking pout or some shit because im fucking TIRED ( Read more... )

so, im looking at the march vogue right now. making me think i want to go back to the ultra girly route again. strangely enough though, this picture of natalie portman on the cover with her hair super short is also making me want to whack all my hair off again, but nope, not gonna do it. i'll wait until my hair gets opportunity to get long first ( Read more... )

i am so sick ( Read more... )

so i had a cute valentines day. david is ree-dick! silly. my mom made her crazy awesome shuuugah cookies & some bangin truffles, packaged them up & dropped them off at my office. i got to hug my mom & dad so that was nice, i havent seen them since tyler gray was born. my mom had new diamonds. geesh. & i get cookies? davids 'rents popped some ( Read more... )

so, i found something quite strange out this morning ( Read more... )

yesterday i helped welcome my sweet nephew, tyler gray, into the world at 7:26 pm. 8lbs 1oz... what a doll. it was a completely different experience this time from when hannah jean was born. hannah bean. bean bean bean so cute. i got to hang out with her & introduce her to her little brother. she was so fascinated with him. we used to ask ( Read more... )

happy birthday miss lora d.
i love you!
& miss you!

lately, i dunno, things have just been drifting by. like days... weeks even. how is it already a month frim "christmastime"... & how come the weather is teasing me like it is... making me think its time to pull back out the cropped pants & occasional flipflop to accompany what i realized has been my uniform of sorts over the past few years... a ( Read more... )

i have this dumb song in my head ( Read more... )

christmas is the most draining time of the year ( Read more... )